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may i have the will to keep moving forward

2011-05-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

time's slipping by

2011-02-25T02:00:00.000+08:00

finished 4 papers, 3 to go.
a final weekend with choir
a final week at home

flight details:
MF856 Q SA05MAR SINXMN RR35 0855 1245
MF855 Q FR15APR XMNSIN RR35 1800 2210

so dang fast.
still havent finished studying for next paper. ugh
still havent packed for attachment too. double ugh.
SPSB may be going japan in july for a week.
i wanna go.
but...

Time to move on brey

2011-01-24T12:57:00.000+08:00

Thank you those who came for the concert. Thank you mr chiang for the opportunity. Thank you those who encouraged me ad wished me. I'm sorry as well. I absolutely enjoyed and loved the music we performed together last night. It took my breath away how we brought out the pieces. I was only disappointed in myself. I expected much better of myself. But as I sat there playing new world. A rush vane over me. As I remembered how I felt in the first half. Joy. I didn't live up to my expections for my own solo piece and that combined with how we all played that first half released the floodgates. After gaga my resistance broke and I rushed off. I'm really grateful to have y'all. I can't decide how I performed personally but last night was a special night for all spsb members. To the year 3s. It's a wonderful concert to have performed with you all. I wish you all the very best. To the committee. You guys are awesome ppl who have really guided the band extremely well. I'm sorry to have been more of a burden. To the most Saxy section ever. Y'all are the best. We gonna keep being who we are, as awesome musicians and as crazy loving family.

anxious

2011-01-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

its a crazy period for me right now. in a week's time its our concert MD 34th! im gonna be performing my solo piece. gonna be playing in front of my family and friends. gonna play for myself. thank you Lord for this opportunity.

i still carry on

2011-01-12T02:37:00.002+08:00

MST

2010-12-06T02:37:00.000+08:00

its mid terms. again. im done with two papers left 3 more. the next on in 12 hours. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING STILL UP AT THIS BLOODY TIME.

reminder to self: post only at appropriate moments. NOT during MST week and ESPECIALLY NOT THE NIGHT/MORNING BEFORE A PAPER EVEN IF ITS IN THE AFTERNOON.

Decem... almost.

2010-11-30T01:21:00.000+08:00

last day of november. quite an eventful month. ive just done my first test and have four remaining, thursday next week being unofficial holidays! band has been extremely energy sapping and i got little time to squeeze in revision coz of (unnecessary) activities which i tend to indulge myself in despite being in the midst of Mid Semester Tests. thats just me i suppose. somehow scrape through doing alright or look back and regret.

anyway. to more happier scenario. im looking forward to MD. concert program is not so tiring compare to the last one. whats more im gonna perform a solo piece! so excited! still gotta work on it though. i think i just managed to edge the spot. gotta prove i can do it.

waiting waiting...

2010-09-23T16:53:00.000+08:00

ive caught up to the latest season of How I Met Your Mother (6 just came out on tv!) so i moved on to leverage. exciting show id say. but season 3 is still downloadin. (shhhhhhh!) the two seasons more or less occupied my nights. (end up sleeping at 3am every night) my bones also on the way. though i got season 5 alr. -.- hmm, wonder what other awesome shows i could watch. \\

rawrrr. waiting for time to pass now. sp band later at 630 though im going off at 730-ish to bouna vista for swsyouth. i can say im pretty happy to go for pracs again. im not very tired nowadays as well after playing soccer. been working out a lil to improve my fitness. though i still eat a lot. :o

band band band band band. its thursday alr. everyday feels like a weekend now. hah

start of the holas!

2010-09-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

holas, meaning holidays!

though the buid up was pretty insane. after the concert, back to school. the academic side. cant say i focused and gave my full attention. managed to pull through the final week before the YOG break. i admit i didnt really study and revise during this period. spent most of my time playing Aion >.<

anyhow, i pay the price for my crimes to myself. i prolly just scraped through this semester. gpa will definitely drop. hopeful i am to to maintain at least 3.0. =/

gonna forget about the whole exam period and blah blah. the last few days were pretty epic. when i finished my final paper on tuesday, went over to kayheng's place alon with mark to play ps3. two other friends of kay's arrived later on and impromptu decision to stay over and watch soccer. nee3dless to say, i only slep at 7 in the morning when i got back home.
so i slept wednesday away. woke at 3+ and joined louis and jess from my choir for a work out at the gym. t'was a well spent day i'd say.after the work out we just sat at a void deck and chilled till bout 1030-ish. (gymed 7-830 i think.)
oh, it doesnt end there. thurs i met up with my bestmate ak47. kiddin, AK is A. Kumarran. hah. been a long while since i hung out with him. but no matter the how long its been, we're still pretty cool. heh. caught the movie grown ups which was a really good value for money id say as well. we then proceeded to walk all the way from plaza sing to junction8 at bishan. took us 2 hours, 12 km and a bottle of apple juice each to make it to our destination. we'll look back years from now and remember that day. oh, and i finally got my guitar back from sarvin whom i lent to a year ago.
so, pretty much my muscles ache. this morning went to the cage at kallang and played soccer! officially holidays are next week and ive alr done quite a lot. heh.

weekends are here. though everyday feels like one. heh heh. right, off to finish up season 5 of how i met your mother!

IBM

2010-08-02T02:01:00.000+08:00

congratz SPSB. y'all did a good job. it was an awesome night. you are such and outstanding person.

i hope i can find my way back, or rather put myself on the right track. im really weak and scared. im lost and i want to get together with y'all. i dont want to feel alone. im selfish, i want to change that. i dont know whether i have time on my side. im really sorry. i know trying may not be enough, but i'll try to open my mouth more, open up and communicatefor now. i hope to make good relations from now. i hope i can gain your support and return the favor.

glad

2010-07-22T01:45:00.000+08:00

really sorry for making lots of people worry.

thankful and extremely blessed to have such caring friends around me. thank you all for putting up with me.

i'll do my best. i wanna cherish this. im sorry

GOLD WITH HONOURS. TOP BAND

2010-07-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

after watching peixin clinching honours twice and stgabs retaining the gold, i was anticipating this NBC a lot. 3 years it was since i played in a competition band. i was in bliss in p6, merely joyful upon getting gold in 2004. disappointed but my heart wasn't in the band as much yet as i was only sec 1 and we achieved silver the following year. i teared in sec 3 when we got that gold in 2007 for exodus which eluded the previous batches since 1999. this day eclipsed even that.

we went through a crazy month which i feel made us stronger and more accepting and appreciating for one another. countless hours over and over the same two pieces. leading a double life trying to keep up in class. but the efforts nonetheless was totally worth it. the two bands results were 85%, got me anxious. a single percentile was enough to send us all screaming. 86.33% is such a blissful figure. not only a Gold with Honour but also making SPSB the top band in the open division. i'll never forget this night. screamed my lungs out in triumph as we roared as a band. the tears which signified our passion and love for the band, the music we performed, freely escaped.

i absolutely have this special place in my heart for the band. further strengthened after this accomplishment. thank you mr chiang and mr tan for leading us. all the members, we were imbal. my section for juz being the most saxy people on earth.

wake up

2010-07-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

i am absolutely horrible. i am totally unprepared in life. i am sorry.

i've got to learn to cope. to shoulder responsibilities. plan ahead. take the initiative.

refresh

2010-06-20T14:28:00.000+08:00

feel better. thanks melv and daryl.

ima do better. work harder. i know i can. pray and keep the faith.

in a mess....

2010-06-19T01:08:00.002+08:00

im broke. im confused. i''m lost. im lazy. im unfit. im sick. im annoyed. im hungry. im bored. im unstable. im a wuss. im.... always moping around.

im trying to find the mood. for jazz. that extra bit more in the other band. being more trusted. more reliable. more open. hardworking. fun.

ive made changes. im bored. thats why. tired too. perhaps i could fall asleep immediately.

Worthwhile.....

2010-06-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

Came across this article...

Being a musician is a pretty hard job. Firstly, the process usually starts when you’re in primary school, and you have to go through a very long period of “playing” something which, if truth be told, you can’t really make a very nice noise on. However, the noise gradually improves, and you eventually appeal to people other than your parents and your instrumental teacher.

But why are we just the absolute best?

The amount of time it takes us. Not many people would be prepared to put years and years of practice into their hobby. Musicians have to practice for anything upto 5 hours per day to make sure that they don’t lose their technique. This is true dedication.
We have to learn a new language. Unless you’re latin/french/italian/german all rolled into one, you probably couldn’t read musical terms before you started playing. At the back of any theory book, there are hundreds of these words that we have to learn just to make our music make sense. If we didn’t take the time to learn these words, your listening experience would be very dull indeed.
We can play complex music based upon where dots are placed on a couple of lines. If you’re not a musician and have ever actually seen a piece of music, you probably wondered how on Earth we could make sense of these notes. Right from being small, we have been taught that certain lines mean certain notes, and similar. Not only this, but we also have to read these dots very quickly, and the “colouring in” of the dot tells us how long to play it for, along with the type of stick. We also have to read a lot of foreign words at the same time to tell us how to play the notes.
If that isn’t hard enough, when we’re a bit more advanced, we come across clefs. Pianists will have been used to two of these, but will soon come to realise that they are never ending. Which clef happens to be present could change everything. And, we have to remember for the whole piece of music which clef it’s in, and somehow manage to play the right notes, remembering which notes sit on which line for this particular clef.
We bring people happiness. Whether it’s a drummer at a rock concert, or a brass band in a park, people enjoy music. The music industry would be nothing without the people who take the time to learn the ins and outs of music, and Simon Cowell would be living in a one bedroom apartment in a London backstreet. So, for all of you who have ever calld musicians “nerds” or “geeks”, remember that your world would be nothing without them.
We give children something to aim for. When I was a young child, just starting to play my instrument, I remember wondering whether it would all be worth it in the end. I used to search for videos on the internet of people who could oplay my instrument well, and I decided that if there was even the smallest amount of chance that I would one day be able to play like those people, that it would be well worth carrying on with it.
So, musicians are clearly a special breed of people. No matter what instrument we play, or to what standard, we are contributing to the music industry just the same, and will one day make some people truely happy. That’s something for all of us to be proud of, and work towards when we’re wondering whether it is worth the effort.

Hmmm... Worth the effort eh?

chill

2010-05-27T00:44:00.000+08:00

really should follow emmelyn's advice. chill-lax a little bit. as much as i may want to deny it, im not coping well with everything thats happening at the moment. and im always rushed and 'gan chiong' (i have no idea how its spelled) need to do some soul searching.

MST is 2 weeks away. ohmigosh. next week there's a few theory test and practicals! arghhhh! dang it! need some mozart to aid me in my revisions. HAHA.

supersized saxys

2010-05-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

saxyphones are just awesome. another family tree coming up.. the great penguin elliotttt is gonna have many many grandkidsss! tsk tsk!!!

been neglecting jazz band all of a sudden... =/

Mama Mia~~~

2010-05-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

Group8: Mama mia~~

our cheer!!
Mama Mia! We will own this camp!
Oh Yeah! We will rock ya till ya scream!
-kyaaaaaaaahhhh@@@@@@@@-
Mama Mia! We will own again!
Come on! MAMA MIA FOR THE WIN!

with clement

with jeremey

with randall(rachel)

with kay heng

with carmen

with maddy

thanks so much fellow Mamas! we all did well and have great fun together!

celebration

2010-05-09T01:16:00.000+08:00

i celebrated my 18th with SRC today. im really glad to be part of this wonderful choir. thank you Lord that ive found my way to them. may i continue to sing praises in your name together with the wonderful members!

thanks louis jessica and gwyneth for staying on. haha.

=D

2010-05-07T00:37:00.000+08:00

E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N

ive already been sat on. had cake smeared on my face. haha. whacked with baseball bat(balloon). haha. thanks band clique

chill?

2010-05-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

i suppose i could chill a little. dont wanna make it seem im too eager and take away all the fun. hmm..

jazz band re evaluation the week after next. wah. gotta think of wat to play. and work on improv.

im still sleeping during morning classes.

May

2010-05-03T01:45:00.003+08:00

It's may! That's real fast. Hittng that 'landmark' in a few days time. Try not to fall asleep in class.

words.

2010-05-02T03:17:00.002+08:00

'To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.' When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence... 'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you' Something good will happen to you today; something that you have been waiting to hear.

JUST 19 WORDS

GOD OUR FATHER,
WALK THROUGH MY HOUSE
AND TAKE AWAY ALL MY WORRIES AND ILLNESSES;
AND PLEASE WATCH OVER AND HEAL MY FAMILY
IN JESUS' NAME.. AMEN

hurrah the week is over

2010-04-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

there were moments where i really felt time was pulling my leg. every single day was long and exhausting. cca drive is over baby! performances are done and dusted. got a pretty good number wishing to join in both jazz and symphonic band. though maybe next year we'll just scrap the performance at moberly and set up the live band at the booth. we got 80% of the names juz after day 1.

yep. those past few days were crazy for me personally. rushes of emotions threatens to overcome my control. i could burst any moment. im just struggling in matching up the standard. being confident enough to try. more determined to practice. the thought of giving up is so strong sometimes that it scares me. i wonder if i can actually do this.

also the responsibilities of a committee member are driving me up the wall. im not exactly the model student kind. i get by most of the time doing the minimal work. now as the secretary in jazzband, ive got to do loads. and im still getting used to it. not to mention being the concert coordinator is basically in charge of ALL the SHIT in the TWO CONCERTS.

can i cope with schoolwork? gosh, i dont even want to get started on that topic. gotta improve my gpa this sem.

Muddled thoughts

2010-04-26T00:34:00.000+08:00

Watched another concert today. Not bad, enjoyed myself. Strangely, this year in every performance I went to catch, I seem to revisit my past. Familiar tunes that I've played over the years of my 'bandlife' haha...

I really enjoyed and never regretted accepting the idiot's invitation =D to try out the band.. Though now, things have changed. It's coming down to something that isn't juz fun, but something that can be pursued prolly? I don't know wat to do sometimes. I feel like just letting things flow but at the same time, there's something nagging at me to do more.. Internal struggle within my mind.

Pulling one way then the other... I need to motivate myself more. Get rid of these insecurities..

drained

2010-04-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

one day left to the first week of the new school year. and i already noticed the doom and gloom which came along with the modules im to take this semester. wohoo...... ... .. .

just experienced a four-days-which-im-in-school-from-8am-and-only-get-home-round-1030? im pretty screwed. damn, committee in two CCAs is no joke. hope i stay sane...

turandot turandot... nice piece. lets play faster. HAHA.

odyssey

2010-04-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

i had a good time. thanks guys.

btw, if you got a concert, try not to go to a chalet. especially one with lotsa booze. quite fun, messy, energy sapping, sleep depriving. i practically drove myself crazy.

had a good rest today. parents anniversary and we ate out at long beach seafood. unfortunately sis is at camp, so we'll go out during the weekends for round two. =D

argh, need exercise. missed the badminton session due to my participation for the concert. tomorrow, or rather later on, sweat it out and lets play some football!

tired

2010-03-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

i feel like im getting tired of band. or rather starting to lose that feeling in visiting my previous sch bands.

gahhhhhh

2010-03-20T01:19:00.000+08:00

still not done arranging the saxophone quintet for stgabs saxes. left with just about a week. rush rush now. still didn't prac it much as well. ohmigosh.

been going for band like nearly everyday so thought i could justify yesterday by playing soccer in the morning followed by fifa2010 on xbox360 at jacob's place from 4 to 9. hah. oh im so bloody rusty in jazz. mind is blank again. though im still pretty bad at it, it was total KO during wed night's prac.

today was supposed to soccer with the guys from 2e1 05, but i'd rather sleep. paiseh paiseh! slept all the way till 2. what a pig ive become. well, it was raining just sooooo darn good to stay in bed. hah hah. at least i picked up my alto. i found a new warm up piece. heh heh. bumblebee. ZZzzzzZZZZzzzzzz. gotta play more at home. who gives a rat's arse bout the neighbours. muahahahahahahahahahah..

im glad i didnt stay home the whole day, or whats left of it anyway. choir prac. though melv louis and jess didnt go. was surprised to see gwyneth since she usually had prac till 8 at sajc band. daryl and nini were there so it was alright. hah. in the end i met up with jess after prac as she was studyin the whole day at sch. talk talk then as i thought of going for a jog it started to drizzle. what the. i wonder if nini still went for his jog. ah well. maybe tomorrow. since theres no prac at night.

genting~

2010-03-13T00:09:00.001+08:00

Woo! it was fun. stayed over at yang's place with alan on sunday night. we juz kept ourselfves awake the whole night by first playing cards then entertaining ourselves on ps3. cabbed down to goden mile and surprisingly we were on time. bing was already there and liyi came soon after followed by elli and carrie. soon we boarded the bus.

managed to read The Notebook bout 3/4 in between falling asleep , watching Avatar and chatting with bing. saw the aftermath of an accident just after passing the huge sign Genting Highlands. a huge lorry seem to have toppled over a van, crushing it.. finally we got there. played some arcade before checking in our rooms. oh man, the hotel rooms were small. really budget. haha. after dinner we went to the snow city and just wreaked havoc. snowball fights among ourselves and somehow with another group of people who drew first blood. yang was really merciless and alan got himself injured after a wrestling move by godzilla! totally worn out that night we fell asleep after chilling at the girls room(which was the biggest among the 3) before calling it a day.

woke up early to have breakfast. bought the outdoor package since the indoor doesnt really appeal to most(also wanna save some cash) started off with The Flying Coaster. great start. haha. the whole morning till late afternoon was just purely fun and laughter, did i mention screams? yeah, that too. won some stuffed toys as well. that night we spent our time collecting more ticket coupons at the arcade. played one game mainly throughout. we managed 2330 for all our efforts(and money). woo. played around in the foggy night as well. chilly time while taking photos and drank starbucks. had some drinking afterwards and chatting. and no uncle elliot, i wasnt drunk. Zzzzzz.. we all did get some sleep though.

the next morning yang alan and myself had breakfast since we were the more heavy eaters so we used the breakfast coupons.joined the rest for the cable car ride. pretty good view. we kept imagining what if the cable car ride was instead a roller coaster. or flying fox? i know i'd just die. speaking of dying, almost felt like it during lunch. we ate at some noodle place and we got a table at the smoking area. actually it doesnt matter whether theres a smoking area or not since in was still in the mall. not like there are walls separating the two areas. to make matters worse, there doesnt seem to be any ventilation around. suffocating. luckily we managed to move further away from the table with the main culprits of our torture. soon we were on the coach back. the return trip felt much faster since we all fell asleep and traffic was minimum compared to monday morning.had noodles again got dinner at the pit stop. and finally back on singapore soil. got to golden mile around 830. cabbed home with kovie. and sleeping on my bed... ahhh

the next few days were extremely hot. i feel like melting when i go out of my house to attend stgab band prac. i definitely miss the cooler atmosphere.and those foggy nights(mornings as well). kinda reminds me of Tagaytay City back home in the Philippines. i love the cool weather there too!

awesome trip anyways. had a really good time. thanks yo liyi elli bing kovie carrie alan yang!

determined.

2010-03-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

that's it! im gonna jog tomorrow. hope its the start of a consistent effort by myself. ARGH!

can't wait for monday too! genting trip with bandmates! yeah!

woo! england won 3-1 as well!

vacation

2010-03-03T19:36:00.003+08:00

yep yep. time for some relaxation. mechanics was.. fine i guess. played badminton with tzeyang after the paper. lunched, then played 2 hours of guitar hero at moberly. hah!

got home i went out to cycle around the neighbourhood..

yeahh.. im bored sittin at home today so i did this. my body is pretty sore too. yesterday played soccer at bishan. im feeling the aches. oww.

its the 3rd of march. oh darn. i gotta send an email to jazzbanders. forgot. todays the deadline.

monday!

2010-02-27T15:14:00.000+08:00

last paper on monday! my most dreaded module. Mechanics!

maths was pretty alright last tuesday. yesterday however, electronics scored a sucker-punch right down our guts. hah. totally unexpected paper. no resemblance to any of the past year papers. damn, our lecturer wasnt kidding on causing an uproar before he retires.

with that in mind, i can only expect the worst for whats to come out for mechanics. this module was a bitch during MST. i even thought it was one of my safer modules and that i would die for electronics. it was the other way round that time, but im not getting excited that mechanics would prove to be kinder.

okok! revise revise. monday at 11am is holidays at last!

just dont get owned by this final paper.

glimmer

2010-02-21T00:35:00.001+08:00

past 2 afternoons were spent revising with my classmates. quite productive. we went to jianyuan's place on thurs, as for friday i met up with them at woodlands to study in the library. about 430 headed to CCK with tzeyang to join alan. yes, revised till bout 730 before i made my way back to hougang to attend chori prac.

today i took a break. didnt revise at all.weak right? only 2 days of preoper revision, and im havin a day off. wat to do, haha. went over to shichun' house for the whole day. in between, i rused back to attend mass and made a return to have dinner with the jazzband-ers. filled our bellies and had fun, esp with WII, playing rockband. haha!

tmr gonna revise the day away. monday too. basically the whole week till the 1st of march. then, relax.....

G_G

2010-02-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

im......... SCREWED

sigh.. need a mini miracle. hah..

come on brey, you can do it! tough though.. =/

go go go!

-yes i can!-

too lazy//

2010-02-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

im too relaxed. and always rushing at the last minute. just about doing enough to survive. cliche.

cant wait to clear this week. was reminded while visiting bing's blog bout real estate test. hah. wtheck. forgot bout it. im so screwed for mechanics. dont know a thing. maths too. argh.

thursday marks the day holding the final presentation on two theorems we gotta prove. finally. never enjoyed doing such stuff. friday's my first final exam. hah. autocadd please be kind. assembly drawing would prolly kill me. never practiced much.

speaking of practice, i should work on those new songs. getting bad at it.

hmm, ive bought the paper. do i have the heart to make them...

rushing!

2010-02-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

ah, i don't think i'll enjoy feburary much for the next 2 years. the shortest month and things tend to cram within those 28/29 days. doesnt help the january flies, no flashed by, with all those practices for concerts. feb signifies deadlines for projects and presentations. and most importantly the exams.

pretty lucky this time round (i hope). only have 3 papers:
23rd Feb - Engineering Maths
26th Feb - Electronics
1st March - Mechanics

i cant wait for the very first afternoon of march! gonna take 3 days off in Genting along with band clique. before that though, gotta clear this week. monday's OC presentation, racing car showdown for our class, thursday's electronics presentation and friday's autocad test. the weekend's gonna be longer and more eventful as it's CNY!

mum's birthday comin up as well.. gonna do up a present~

grrr.

2010-02-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

its annoying. me. myself. i don't know anymore.

projects, presentations and bands please distract me.

IMPROVISE~

2010-01-30T19:14:00.000+08:00

ahhh, it was wonderful. we had fun and enkojed every minute we had on stage. thanks everyone!

after the concert was chaos as well, so funny.. the blown up baseball bats of the power rangers were too much for ninja vincent only armed with a smaller blown up sword. HAHAH. video on facebook! oh yea!

made our way to makasutra next to the esplanade. juz whack only. woo! got back home at 3am =D

thinking of last night's supper is making me hungry....

con-cert-s!

2010-01-27T23:33:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since the last post. been busy preparing for yes, concerts!

symphonic band last last monday was awesome! esplanade~ woo! had a real good time, and everyone said the whole show sounded good. so, okay.. hah! personally a lil disappointed cuz made lots of silly errors that hardly occur.. lack of concentration.. but overall wedid sound alright. cept for hiccups peppered throughout the performances. ahh, hope we'll play there again for MD34th =D

usually a break from playing my instrument when the concert's done, however, i've still got the jazz band! woo! Improvise2! this friday liao and im still pretty bad at my solos. bah!!!! the good thing though is that the forms and overall sounds good. hah! juz down to a lil miracle and inspiration and practice for those individual parts.

oh, ive joined the SWS too. kinda died in that first session. haha. sian. go go brey! juz whack!

concentrate

2010-01-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

should just focus on the upcoming performances.

monday 18th is SPSB Musical Delights 33rd. followed by a lunch time slot on wed 20th at Moberly. and right at the death, 29th is SPJazz Band Improvise2!

shouldnt forget about my assignments and projects. such a bitch is my schedule for this month. extremely rushed. so i don't need extra bullcrap affecting me.

nyeh..

2010-01-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

served my first weekend with SRC for the year 2010. later had dinner at peter/bowie's place. lots of fun and laughter, esp during the games as daryl toppled the uno stacko twice in a row. hah!

cant wait for tomorrow's session of water games. borrowed vincent's big water gun(cannon though may suite it much better)cause he cant make it.. hah. gonna be wet and wild time.

having that tussle within myself again. not a great contribution seeing that im already wearing myself out with these practices for concerts. i always seem to do these matters pretty badly..

A New Beginning.

2010-01-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

Happy 2010! May this new year bring good health to everyone! May the Lord sprinkle his blessings onto each and every family member and friends! woo!

one more day.

2009-12-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the final day of 2009. looking back on the year, there's been ups and downs. i'd say its be a great year. grown (not much in height) and learned lotsa stuff. lemme see wat r the highlights significant events to me theis 2009.

January:
the opening few days spent in the Philippines with my couzzs. hah. that looks to repeat next year. =D
O'Level Results!
Posting results right at the end of the month! then the scramble to appeal.

February:
coming to realize that im really on my way to poly.(my highest hope was getting into CJC)
"emo" for bout 2 weeks. (lol)
mummy's brithday!

March:
St Gabriel's Symphonic Band retaining the Gold award!
mum and dad 18th anniversary!

April:
School has begun midway into the month! im a DARE student!
joined the symphonic band!

May:
my birthday!
SPSB FO Camp! got to know the ppl there
2 auditions! i failed to join the NW Band, but the SPJazz one went alright.

June:
dad's birhtday!
jazz band camp! opened a new chapter in my music journey!

July:
IBM concert! had a great time with the saxy section! hah!

August:
more or less the band clique is formed consisting of saxys trombones and one flute most of the time. haha

September:
an old friend's birthday. haha.
sister's birthday!
JB trip with friends! go there juz wack! haha!

October:
nothin much happened this month.. hah. a new term. woo!

November:
solo competiton for MD! didnt do great but learned here and there. gonna make sure to win at least once!
met old friend after so many months. haha

December:
Christmas with SRC along with all the pracs that we had to deliver our CHristmas Presentation "The Gift"
hangin with family esp the couzzs! woo.

yep. it was good.

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

thank you SRC for the wonderful Christmas celebrations.Singing praises to our Savior who was born on this very Christmas Day. The true meaning of Christmas. i am glad to have been part of this amazing group to help spread the messages of Joy Peace Faith Hope and Love.

tmr marks one more day for 2009 i'll enjoy with y'all then i'll join my family for belated Christmas cheers. not to mention the coming of the new year 2010.

hopefully i am able to carry out a task for myself. a final opportunity for this year.

not badd. heh

2009-12-23T00:52:00.000+08:00

its been an enjoyable fews days. called over yang alan elliot yubing liyi carrie to stay over at my place on sunday night. kovie arrived the next day for brunch. pretty fun time. managed to smoke up the kitchen when alan elliot bing and myself were preparing dinner.haha.

dinner was good. had soup, two whole chicken, salad, fried chicken, calamari, fries and wine. played a few rounds of the monopoly card game then watched titanic till 3am followed by 10 mins of tom and jerry.

woke up on monday at 11pm. brunch then played monopoly cards while watching zombieland. after that we went for band.

today had band again. did some christmas shopping. slacked at macs when the stores closed till 1130. i like hanging out.been with bandies recently. the next few days are gonna be with chiormates all the way and with Jesus over the Christmas weekend. but i cant wait to be with my family.even though im around at night, its lonely when im here at home without you all. im not ready to live alone yet. haha. cant wait to have some fun with my couzzs as well.

really...

2009-12-22T01:08:00.000+08:00

things just seem to pop right in your face when you least expect it.

hmm, beat some sense into me now.

bwahhh..

home alone for 7 days.

2009-12-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

dad and sis are bout to board their flight in approximately 40 minutes time. will be joing them and mummy only on the 27th. i feel like im the one overseas, though it is true in a way coz im a pinoy. haha.

bored.

2009-12-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

http://similarminds.com/jung.html

http://www.personalitypage.com/ENFP.html

Portrait of an ENFP - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
(Extraverted Intuition with Introverted Feeling)

The Inspirer

As an ENFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in primarily via your intuition. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit in with your personal value system.

ENFPs are warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential. They live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. Their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. They can talk their way in or out of anything. They love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it.

ENFPs have an unusually broad range of skills and talents. They are good at most things which interest them. Project-oriented, they may go through several different careers during their lifetime. To onlookers, the ENFP may seem directionless and without purpose, but ENFPs are actually quite consistent, in that they have a strong sense of values which they live with throughout their lives. Everything that they do must be in line with their values.

An ENFP needs to feel that they are living their lives as their true Self, walking in step with what they believe is right. They see meaning in everything, and are on a continuous quest to adapt their lives and values to achieve inner peace. They're constantly aware and somewhat fearful of losing touch with themselves. Since emotional excitement is usually an important part of the ENFP's life, and because they are focused on keeping "centered", the ENFP is usually an intense individual, with highly evolved values.

An ENFP needs to focus on following through with their projects. This can be a problem area for some of these individuals. Unlike other Extraverted types, ENFPs need time alone to center themselves, and make sure they are moving in a direction which is in sync with their values. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving. (ooh. one of my 'projects' was playing the guitar -_- focus oin the sax first)

Most ENFPs have great people skills. They are genuinely warm and interested in people, and place great importance on their inter-personal relationships. ENFPs almost always have a strong need to be liked. Sometimes, especially at a younger age, an ENFP will tend to be "gushy" and insincere, and generally "overdo" in an effort to win acceptance. However, once an ENFP has learned to balance their need to be true to themselves with their need for acceptance, they excel at bringing out the best in others, and are typically well-liked. They have an exceptional ability to intuitively understand a person after a very short period of time, and use their intuition and flexibility to relate to others on their own level.

Because ENFPs live in the world of exciting possibilities, the details of everyday life are seen as trivial drudgery. They place no importance on detailed, maintenance-type tasks, and will frequently remain oblivous to these types of concerns. When they do have to perform these tasks, they do not enjoy themselves. This is a challenging area of life for most ENFPs, and can be frustrating for ENFP's family members. (haha. i bet mum agrees.)

An ENFP who has "gone wrong" may be quite manipulative - and very good it. The gift of gab which they are blessed with makes it naturally easy for them to get what they want. Most ENFPs will not abuse their abilities, because that would not jive with their value systems.

ENFPs sometimes make serious errors in judgment. They have an amazing ability to intuitively perceive the truth about a person or situation, but when they apply judgment to their perception, they may jump to the wrong conclusions.

ENFPs who have not learned to follow through may have a difficult time remaining happy in marital relationships. Always seeing the possibilities of what could be, they may become bored with what actually is. The strong sense of values will keep many ENFPs dedicated to their relationships. However, ENFPs like a little excitement in their lives, and are best matched with individuals who are comfortable with change and new experiences.

Having an ENFP parent can be a fun-filled experience, but may be stressful at times for children with strong Sensing or Judging tendancies. Such children may see the ENFP parent as inconsistent and difficult to understand, as the children are pulled along in the whirlwind life of the ENFP. Sometimes the ENFP will want to be their child's best friend, and at other times they will play the parental authoritarian. But ENFPs are always consistent in their value systems, which they will impress on their children above all else, along with a basic joy of living.

ENFPs are basically happy people. They may become unhappy when they are confined to strict schedules or mundane tasks. Consequently, ENFPs work best in situations where they have a lot of flexibility, and where they can work with people and ideas. Many go into business for themselves. They have the ability to be quite productive with little supervision, as long as they are excited about what they're doing.(nah, not business.. haha. not at the moment)

Because they are so alert and sensitive, constantly scanning their environments, ENFPs often suffer from muscle tension. They have a strong need to be independent, and resist being controlled or labelled. They need to maintain control over themselves, but they do not believe in controlling others. Their dislike of dependence and suppression extends to others as well as to themselves.

ENFPs are charming, ingenuous, risk-taking, sensitive, people-oriented individuals with capabilities ranging across a broad spectrum. They have many gifts which they will use to fulfill themselves and those near them, if they are able to remain centered and master the ability of following through.

Jungian functional preference ordering for ENFP:

Dominant: Extraverted Intuition
Auxiliary: Introverted Feeling
Tertiary: Extraverted Thinking
Inferior: Introverted Sensing

camped

2009-12-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

had 2 and a half days of camp. intense practice for the upcoming concert. really worn out but it was very productive. had a good time with everyone esp with my saxy section.

cant wait for concert. ahhh, performances are awesome. pracs juz suck lots of energy after each session and what's more ive got 2 concerts to prepare for. haha. one after the other, only a week apart.

and finally, it is to be. im in the commitee for both bands. librian for jazz band, which was announce during the jazz camp in oct. as for symphonic, yet to find out wat im gonna do. oww. gotta work hard.

a lil high.

2009-12-13T02:32:00.000+08:00

joined my family for a bbq after mass. had a good time with good food. and of course drinks. heh heh. called tee hsien along to fill his belly. then talk talk luh. with a a few shots. haha.as we circled punggol park and then hung out at the playground. flashbacks of the times i used to play those games like "colour catching", "blind mice" etc. those were the days. also touch upon the crazy things that happened in sch and more recent times. haha. glad he could join. else im stuck with adults discussing about projects, tennis, or asking me questions like wher im schooling and blah blah. at least i was lightheaded with a buddy. haha. next time we'll hit those places. wahahahaha

random

2009-12-10T22:52:00.002+08:00

hmm. i should go for a jog every now and then. or cycle at least.

sexy voice...

2009-12-03T22:11:00.001+08:00

now its my turn to get that raspy voice. i sound absolutely ridiculous too. like a wheezing old man tryin to get his words right.

beh.

nyehh...

arg-(off key) ~~~~~~~ -cough- -cough-

hahah... MST next week, afterwhich, practices are gonna occupy my most of my days till Christmas and im gonna spend the closing chapter of 2009 back in the Philippines.

weekends!

2009-11-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

and it took me a hour or less of proper reading and understanding when noting down the important things for electronic practical. found it very manageable. wished i did the same for a previous quizzes. didnt revise for those at all. haha. shot myself in the foot. should do well for today's assessment.

rushed back to hougang to meet up with melv ninian and gwyneth. we took a bus down to innova jc where daryl joined us to catch yvonne's musical. it was pretty fine. the leading roles by yvonne and her partner were done well. good job. haha

had a pleasant surprise after the performance. first off saw clarence two rows in front of mine. then later on received a call form kristel. had a lil chat with her before going off to join my choirmates back in hougang. they went off first cuz i wanted to see my old friend and boarded the bus while i was caught in two minds. haha.

its the weekends tmr! yes! charlie's son's wedding. woo! never been to one. only hear bout those from friends and see it on television. should be wonderful. haha.

ahh...

2009-11-25T00:29:00.000+08:00

i feel better. thanks. you made my night. haha. rest well

Argh!

2009-11-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

damn it. i dont need this right now. i dont know what i want anymore. fcuk.

argh.

IDEAS, IMM, massage chairs

2009-11-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

IDEAS is so troublesome. or rather, our lecturer is making it quite troublesome. juz as long as the marks are good, thats fine. went to IMM today to do the group work. decided to do on massage chairs. checked out 3 stores. but only one stood out. hahah. wont say which.

oh, bought a blazer. using it for Christmas. heh heh.

im counting down the days to when i'll see you again.

thinking....

2009-11-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

this semester is really hectic. hardly have any time to do everything. squeeze my schedule. assignments and projects piling up on me. music to practice. and sleep to recover my tired mind and body.

ahh..... time. is ticking away. each day is pretty good. most of the time. its those short lil moments that seem to stay in my mind forever, that brings colors into my world.at the same time, some disappointments and confusion.

my imgination and daydreams need to be put in check. letting it run wild isnt healthy for me.

t-i-h-s

2009-11-19T11:01:00.000+08:00

you dont practice enough, usually end up with shit. applies for nearly everything in life such as music, math, sports, games, blah blah.

gotta stop screwing around. shit.

towards excellence, labor omnia vincit

2009-11-15T03:12:00.002+08:00

its hard enough without having those emotions running wild. beh. procrastination will be my downfall. presentations have piled up. practices are more tiring. attachments to previous bands are stretching my schedule to the limit. self practice at home is scarce. 8 hours of sleep is even rarer. mid sem tests at the end of the month. juz let me cope with this and walk away with excellent outcomes in everything.

more than ever, the motto of my pasts serve well

to remind me wat im supposed to do.

silver~

2009-11-12T23:07:00.001+08:00

the symphonic room was open after class. went in and borrowed a saxo. now there's 2 altos to play from. heh heh. prac at home. wee...

i wished everyday starts at 12.

2009-11-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

forgot my lecture notes for both modules today, Intro to Engineering and Mechanics. in the end juz slacked away in one corner. solo comp was dominated by the year 3s. i played wat i could. not my time. not yet. aint enough to impress. haha. i know that myself. so ive gotta match the standard next time around. practice afterward sapped up more energy than usual. went through cavalry, la forza, elizabeth, the graduation song for yr3s and star wars. normally juz focus on 2 but i guess its to make up for the wed's prac which was canceled cuz we're gonna attend a concert as a band.

oh, i didnt bring my alto so i ended up using one of the silver selmers. damn, came across this particular one among the 3 unused horns. not bad, made me miss playing a selmer.itsquite a seasoned sax and the intonation and sound is pretty much awesome. haha. wonder if i can find a way to obtain it.. heh heh. hmm, it seems lihao has a d-day. by the end of this month mr chiang is gonna access his playing and conclude whether or not he will be part of the concert coming january. i do hope he'll pass this test. 3 weeks isnt a lot. but i believe we can make anythin possible. elliot and i are gonna help him out every way we can. jia you lihao!

ahh... so tired. should i visit exodus tmr?

hours away.

2009-11-09T01:09:00.000+08:00

a mini showdown beckons later on the evening. may i tap into my feelings and raise my concentration. let me give an honest and strong performance tonight. may i walk away without any regrets hanging on my shoulders. thank you for the support my friends. appreciate it lots. let the music flow tmr.

---ember!

2009-11-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

went over to px today. reached the place at 1130 had free lunch. haha, thanks sir. drilled the saxys on their set and choice pieces. they're okay luh, work on it consistently, they'd be fine. made it juz in time for mass. then tagged along for dinner at adele's place. went back to church for the christmas mass prac. woo! the build up to festive celebrations has begun. o yea.

yesterday i caught the summertime big band at tangs. good time. speakin of big band, also experienced the count basie orchestra at the esplanade last monday. woo! great exposure juz listening out to live music. im gonna play awesome soon. like i always tell others, practice. its juz easy to slack, but when time and effort is put in place, the rewards are great. 2 more days to solo comp. gonna do some prac tmr before attending the sec 3s confi at the nativity.

glad theres no class tmr

2009-11-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

thank you Lord for answering my prayers for a day off. its been a tiring week. assignments projects to prepare and presentations suddenly pile up. haha. i guess its to balance out the scales since last sem our class hardly did anything. its definitely not the time to slack. i have to get that 4 this sem. haha. and i have to juggle sch with other activities.

having 2 concerts to prepare is rather tiring indeed. beginning to feel the effects of playing 3 nights a week, each session after a long schedule of classes. moreover, after the practices its bout past 11. which in turn means i get to bed by midnight or even later. like when i stayed up to complete my IDEAS presentation. but it was worth it i guess, it went okay. sleep deprived, it sometimes get difficult to stay awake. haha.

i really havent got much time to revise at home or even include more activities without sapping up the reserves of my energy per day. weekends are more or less decided on where ima be. gotta find a slot to squeeze in some revision and practice on my instrument. haha. solo com is on mon too. beh..

i found todays prac at jazz pretty smooth compared to the past weeks that we've been struggling through. awesome work guys! we'll do great. haha.

oh yeah. im getting an itouch. yay!

JY. (Y)

2009-11-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

November begins a new chapter. school has more or less settled itself and now used to the schedule which will repeat its default characteristics week in week out. in between those theres concerts and celebrations to encounter to add flavor for this month.

i had a good weekend, sat with the band clique to catch the SWS concert @ TP. and today had Adele's birthday celebrations with choirmates and friends. didnt do much work of practice. ahh... presentations beginning to pile up, and the solo com beckoning, and my need to play decently on thursdays. its easier to juz forget those significant activities and ride my luck.

oh please let me kick start my engines by this month.
\\im gonna start tmr! jy!

wow.

2009-10-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

i can say i now have an idol to look up to. simply phenomenal. breathtaking. inspiring.

Gerald Albright!

ive been missing out a lot. gotta do more research and practice.

dumb me..

2009-10-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

carelessness will be my downfall. have to watch myself more. wat i say or do will speak volumes. and i cant account for it all to be harmless. the problem is i dun wanna be a pretender. the scary thing is finding out im lying to myself. argh. i try too hard sometimes. and with bad timing apparently. have to be mindful of wat i say. many ways to tell a message. only takes one bad slip and things will crumble easily.

sorry again.

didnt mean to say it that way. i hope my mistake is cleared. dumb of me to have phrased it so bluntly.

cant sleep yet. geez

2009-10-26T00:52:00.001+08:00

01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before.
03. You own an iPod of some sort. (hope to, soon)
04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol.
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extremely dependent on others.
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.

11. You ate a lot of food today.

12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry. (maybe?)

13. People consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.
16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. You are a good listener, but you hate complainers.
18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.

19. You have had a serious surgery.

20. Your house has a spare bedroom.
21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can’t handle toddlers.
25. You have a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.

29. You celebrate Easter.

30. You observe Lent.

31. You are Catholic.

32. You do not believe in God.
33. Religion is not important to you.

34. You want to have a small family one day.

35. You would rather have more sons than daughters. (LOL.)

36. You have more aunts than uncles.

37. You hate being too cold.

38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else.

39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks.

41. You are more messy than clean.

42. You are currently angry at someone.
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean. (very rarely happens)

45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.

46. When you hear “black & white” it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘Hot n Cold’ song.
47. You have no clue what that song is.
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. You are glad George Bush IS out of office.

50. Politics are boring to you.

51. You take a vitamin daily.

52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You hate throwing up.
54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.
55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. You love getting bubble baths.
58. You do not like chocolate at all.
59. You are allergic to nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before.

61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.

62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your immediate family.
64. You hate broccoli.
65. Cooked carrots are good, though.
66. You go on tumblr too much.

67. You are really comfortable right now.

68. You like witty t-shirts.

69. You are a major fan of underground bands.

70. You have been on an airplane before.
71. You are not afraid of heights.
72. You consider yourself paranoid.

73. You have had a panic attack before.

74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.

75. You would choose the elderly over children.
76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. You have smoked weed before.
78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning. (yesyesyes)
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. You are a big breakfast eater.
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.

85. You have been in a car today.

86. There is something plugged in near you.
87. You have heard of the TV show “Private Practice.”
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.
90. You adore Leo & Kate.
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
92. You hate cheesy movies.

93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs don’t bother you.

95. You do well in school without trying.
96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently.
97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. You like energy drinks.
99. You like italics.
100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.

first week cleared.

2009-10-24T01:22:00.000+08:00

fridays are fun. juz gotta make sure i do not lag behind during cadd sessions. though it can be a challenge. 4 hour straight. i alr fell asleep for a bit in our first lecture. =/ anyhow, i expected the com lab to be an ice hole. glad to have been wrong, i can confirm that our crpog teacher loves the cold. feedback from my friend taking that module under her had verified that its like a freaking freezer and she can still wear some thin sleeveless blouse. haha. damm. thank goodness the guy isnt cold blooded.

hung out with mingren alan bing and liyi after class. the 2 guys left leaving the 3 of us and we took a walk around suntech. met familiar faces and snacked on pretzels. went our seperate ways at 430. bing back home, liyi to work and myself collected my pay for the short service i could provide. its a shame i cant continue part timing. was getting used to it and it wasnt bad. juz that my schedule only enables me 1 day per week. so thats bout it.

hey, its been a bad week for ya. dun be put off by these bad turn of events. there's lotsa peeps out there u can count on. smile now okay? let the wind clear the writings on the sand...

thank you.

2009-10-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fine, initially got lost otw to IDEAS class. and our mechanics lecturer reminded most of us of secondary school days. or rather those type of teachers in sec sch. haha. but he aint too bad. juz seemed a lil too anti towards the system here in singapore. gems was alright. real estate management. had yubing gris and kovie in the same module. band was quite good. decent run down of west side story.

thursdays are the longest days of the week. however, it was to be our lucky week. engineering math was fine. and after our break from 1130 to 1pm, stayed in our electronics class for half an hour or so before we headed out to fc5 to call it a day. mechanics tutorial from 3 to 5 are held every fortnight beginning next week. hehe.

met up with debby and hung around at the jazz room before havin dinner with the rest of our bandmates. decent practice today. managed to go through all our concert pieces save for one which was softly as in the morning sunrise, in samba. cool right? next week we're gonna work on it. can see there's improvements here and there individually. still havent gel together enough. but we're in the right track. personally i am struggling with the improvs. havent found that comfortable style and very disorganized with my ideas and techniques.

practice breyyy! wahhh. more more more more!
thanks again sikai. haha. thanks to the rest as well luh, u all made the effort to meet up and have dinnertime together! =D thats the way!

oven baked

2009-10-20T21:05:00.001+08:00

i feel really tired today. even though i was done with class by 2. we worked rather quickly during the workshop thanks to the lecturer's pace for the session. if i had known, i would have brought back my instrument the night before. haha. had a good 3-4 hours to prac at most. in the end juz browse through scores and theory notes. read manga and currently watching sweet spy. haha. tmr got gems. hmm, should be fun.

oh, tuesdays gotta wear dry fit. the workshop is like an oven. and our lab coats arent exactly very cooling to wear in the first place. most of us look like we ran about or juz came outta the shower. haha

mondaysssssss =D

2009-10-20T00:07:00.000+08:00

i got half an hour before i gotta fulfill my promise to knock off at midnight to rise early for class tomorrow. and i dont wanna piss off the folks at this hour.

officially, i love mondays. period. i mean who wouldnt. after each weekend we grumble bout having to wake up early for 8 - 9 am class. and for ppl like myself, have to include the nearly 1 hour journey to school. im so glad i can get up at times like 10 and not have to rush much for my lessons which begins at noon. woo!

today started off with introduction to engineering. the lecturer turned out to be our personal tutor and IDEAS lecturer as well. following that was mechanics lecture. the guy was okay luh. the module is physics again. should be fine with it. finallt, to cap off the day, OC. not the show, but Oral Communication. its something like CRS i took the previous sem. oh, the lecturer is pinay. cool. she's been here for the past 28 years and still has that pinoy stuff pretty obvious bout herself. im like a totally singapinoy alr. more singaporean-ness in me. haha.

right. so that was lessons. went for band afterward. decent prac. much better turnout. can be compared with the very first prac of the hols. haha. played light cavalry -.- and elizabeth the musical which was a real nice piece. i was playing it for the first time. got lots of interestin sections. wanna try it again. mr chiang mentioned there is a competition in april in australia. omg, i want to participate. its been so long since the thrill and intensity of having to be graded for a performance. and wats more its overseas! it'll be an incredible experience. i do hope the response is good and we can join. wahh!

blank new page

2009-10-18T18:46:00.000+08:00

tomorrow begins another semester. feels like a new year to me due to the entire change of modules im taking. doesnt feel much like im picking up where i left off. how time flies. a year ago i was studying for the O's. since then its been a pretty hectic roller coaster of events. good times and bad times.

now to start off on a brand new page. gotta fill up that report sheet to show a 4 or somewhere real close to it for this second half. then i can look back to this school year and be pretty satisfied. before looking ahead at the immense challenges of the following year.

2009-10-15T00:44:00.001+08:00

i got a cut on my finger. damn. it stings.

hmm. Zzz. random crap.

2009-10-14T23:44:00.003+08:00

it gets a lil dull. only thing bringing me back is mainly habbit and lack of things to do as a substitute. another reason is juz the sheer pleasure, joy and satisfaction. haha. i realise im getting arrogant. still got a long way to go brey... though sometimes i feel like wanting to take charge luh. its really how much im gettin a lil bored and feelin a twinge of irritation. hmm. it gets to me too when i know im not doing fine in wat im doing. and most of the time i fall hard and flat out. difficult to get back on my feet too. im lucky that i get help and support somehow. havin some sort of ego help get outta some situation. and a lack of it on occasions tend to make me feel suicidal. haha. anyhow, i need to do my own research and find time for self improvement. im too lazy esp when im at home. that extra bit that makes ordinary, extraordinary. average to outstanding. im wanna. but not consistent. i gotta work my ass to reach the stars. its a good form of distraction too. though i dun mind being hooked into something else as well. i can juggle. i think. if not, im learning how to now.

cycle cycle

2009-10-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

my legs ache after we chiong from the bike shop to the end and back. im gonna suffer at work tmr. =/

met up with yubing carrie tzeyang and mingren and headed out to east coast park to cycle the evening away. enjoyed the day. kovie joined us at bedok for dinner. woo! im stuffed.

tmr got band. yay. juz dun play light cavalry please? haha. welcome lihao to the piggy saxyphone section!

yay. i got into reaal estate for my gems. along with yubing and gris. should be quite fun. weee!

(Y) too much! hahaha

2009-10-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

hello people. this post is super delayed. super lazy. HAHA

last week wednesday to friday i attended a stage performance workshop conducted by Inwardbound Drama. totally awesome 3 days. i was in the ORANGE group and we freakin rock yeah! haha. made friendships with cool talented peeps.its juz sweet havin formed a performance and presented it within the 3 days. pure awesomeness! (Y)

topsy turvy

2009-09-30T22:07:00.004+08:00

last week was pretty awesome. though we didnt have symphonic band prac. results came out midweek, not too bad. had jazz band practices to compensate. the extra sessions were mainly for the PSG performance on saturday morning. it went pretty well.

we played in a corner. background music luh. had fun with the band. we performed ~Bye Bye Black Bird ~Beyond The Sea ~Meditation ~Old Devil Moon ~Fly Me To The Moon.the band: debby on the keyboards, me on the alto, matt on bass, jaslyn on the tenor and leonard on drums. afterwards in the afternoon played again, this time mainly debby providing soothin melodies. haha.

i was glad monday resumed band prac! woo. though saxy section olny got me elliot clement and chloe. but had a reasonably good workout. mr chiang went through west side story and la forza.

on tuesday teehsien invited me to his class chalet. was planning to stay overnight but outta the blue received the call that i got the job i applied for nearly a month ago. without thinking i juz grabbed it. hahaha.

so today i started out my first day. F/B insdustry so i was practically on my feet for half a day. okay luh. not too bad. finished shift for the day at 2 then headed to sch for the stage performance workshop. pretty awesome time too. picked up good pointers here and there. gonna continue the program tmr till fri. =D

went straight to the symphonic room round 5. started to work on individual pieces. it was sectionals today. only other saxes were yanling and liyi, and they left at 745. Zzzz. so more or less juz went through all the pieces and drilled on the challenging parts till say 815. gettin a lil dull with so few ppl. kovie left together with the girls. gris fell sick. the rest didnt come. beh. and my phone died out on me. so was humming to myself on the way back. HAHAHA.

not badd.

2009-09-23T11:04:00.002+08:00

Module Code - Grade
-------------------
EE3115 - A
MS6506 - A
SP0521 - A
LC0518 - B
MM1401 - B+
MM1305 - B+
MS6120 - C+

GPA 3.4166

hmm, managed to pull up some modules. cprog got A? whoa. unexpected. sigh, math C+. if only lecturer didnt change. was fine with the previous one. nvm! next sem work harder! woo!

JB.

2009-09-19T01:23:00.003+08:00

awesome time with band clique. thanks carrie liyi kovie tzeyang!

Day1
was late when we met up at causewaypoint. half an hour to be exact. haha. but tzeyang was the last to arrive. his couz drove us over to malaysia. had our first meal there at George and the Dragon. ate lamb together with kovan and carrie. liyi and yang's couz robin had fish chips and yang himself had pasta. we had a small cake for liyi as it was her birthday. the dinner was rounded of with dessert. chocolate fudge with ice cream. yum yum.

afterwards we headed to purchase groceries. mummy carrie was gonnna cook for us the following night and she needed ingredients. grabbed everything else we needed like chocolate and drinking water. haha. total amount paid was 140RM. also bought 2 movies district9 ans tsunami. had some funny moments when yang was unlocking the gates as his couz keeps nudgin him with the car and randomly playing with the lights.

at his place we settled down our bags and soon started havin fun on the Wii before calling it a day.

Day2
by the time everyone was up, nearly 11 i think. kov got his pic taken as he was the last to rise. haha. we continued to laze around till 2pm before we headed out to shop. while walking to the main road a kitten followed us. cabbed down to jusco aeon. shopped and had snow ice then resumed our shopping.

that night we got home we set out to prepare dinner. we started bout 8. enjoyed making the preparations. carrie's dish was worth all the wait and yang and his dad grilled chicken too. dinner began at 11, soon after we filled our bellies and drank red wine we bought earlier.

Wii again before sleeping. haha. though its mainly us guys playing late on into the night. resident evil the umbrella chronicles is quite fun. haha.

Day3
woke up around the same time. kov and liyi were up earlier and the prepared breakfast. ham sandwich. after everyone washed up and dressed, yangs dad drove us down to another mall to shop. we had our lunch at secret recipe. another awesome meal capped off with a few slices of cake. haha. we made a few more rounds in the mall, askin the girls to try out dresses and stuff. that night yangs dad brought us to a thai open air restaurant. tomyum, kangkong, mango fish, beancurd and stingray. woo! stuffed.

Day4
ahh, our last day. this time we had to rush a bit the moment we woke up. planned to have a lookie at city square in the afternoon. once we've all packed we made our way down. everyone managed to do some last minute shopping for items then we had dessert at secret recipe again. ordered slices but the meal was partially ruined by poor service. they really took their time in serving us our orders. wats more we were all pressing for time.

we grabbed our bags from the car and cleared the checkpoint in JB. soon we were back in the shores of singapore. haha. i took the bus to kranji with liyi as i was going for jazz band prac while the rest were going towards woodlands.

i had a really good time in JB. more or less cut off from schedules and mails and internet. phone calls and msg were nearly non existant. juz had it free and easy there with buddies. bought a few items there but have to admit, my belly and taste buds were the ones pampered over the course of the whole trip. going to JB only incresed my eating propendency. hahaha

ahh~ just wack only!

woo!

2009-09-13T02:26:00.001+08:00

woo! good game. haha. dumb sending off though. hehe

monday going jb! woo! uuh, havent pack.

munch munch.

2009-09-12T00:20:00.002+08:00

ive been eating a lot this holiday. really need to include sporty activities. GUYS, ORGANIZE SOCCER! fishcake, lets go cycle again! hahaha.

all ive done is eat, sleep surf, band. which is fun. haha. darn, i finished the cookies. better go to sleep. then i'll have a feast in my dreams. hahah. retarded. depending on the time i rise from my slumbr, i hope to make a trip down to px again before mass.

argh, still feeling a lil hungry. GG.

love love

2009-09-05T23:44:00.002+08:00

woke up at a decent time, 9am. wanted to leave immediately for peixin but was in a lazy mood. i did leave my place in the end, just before 12. managed to finish Air Force 1 on AXN before i left. met up with rus and ben then we took the saxy ppl out for sectonals. hmm, it was okay. the altos need a lil more things to work on than the other family members. tenors are pretty much stable, can focus on bringing up their junior. the bari is a real enthu player, quite okay too. keep up the good work ppl.

had to rush back to church again coz i overstayed. initially planned to leave by 4. delayed things by 30 min. at least this time i didnt have to take a cab. i arrived on the dot 530 and the priest was juz about to walk to the altar. thank you Lord, i was able to reach there on time. today's homily by visiting priest Father Luke was very meaningful. a few quotes, love should be savoured and appreciated. it's patient and forgiving. when forgiving, the more u should forgive when u feel the opposing party dun deserve it. likewise he also mentions kindness shown does not necessarily have to be for someone who deserves it. this reminds me of ARC. act of Random Kindness. haha.

after mass, i joined family along for dinner. ended up in suntech. ate at pepper lunch and strolled around afterwards. my legs are worn out, practically been on my feet the whole day.

fun

2009-09-05T00:03:00.004+08:00

initially we were to head out to east coast park to cycle this friday afternoon. but due to the sudden heavy rain we had to change our course of action. i made my way to bugis instead and had lunch with yubing, madeline and alan at seoul garden. stuffed ourselves and made our shirts stink. bought those 6 bucks tees at bossini where the staff talked and complained too loudly for their own good. haha. of course we can hear them complaining bout the bbq stench, thats why we wanna buy something to change into. juz shuddap, at least we're buying. idiots. haha.

anyhow, seeing the weather was okay, we reverted to the original plan and took the bus down to parkway, to east coast. woo! it took a while to convince maddy to cycle along but we managed to in the end. she and i took the double bike and it was tough to get the momentum going, kept wobbling at the start. but soon we were zooming down the cycling path. hahaha! alan is a reckless cyclist and he nearly crashed into another. haha. lucky it was all alright, no casualties. thats not how u pick up luh, by crashing into them! hahah jk jk!

we had a good time cycling, but it was tiring too. we met up with tzeyang late on and hung out in parkway parade. chit chat and stuff around with sweets and coffee before heading home. haha. fun outing but missed prac though.. again. =/

oh since its the 5th alr, happy birthday old friend, you know who u are.

"i'll be at a distance. closest i can be."

vacation

2009-09-03T23:10:00.003+08:00

exams are over. haha. i think i did okay for all. screwed some parts here and there. should do fine i guess. hopefully score quite high for one or 2? at least above average please for all!

argh! forget bout it! dun have to worry till bout sept 20th +. now juz stick to holiday mood yea! though i have to say,i feel as though ive got lotsa free time on my hands. all that talk of letting loose and havin fun during exam period is gettin kinda dry. haha. feeling bored and juz plain lazy to do stuff. hahahah! wtheck. hmm, give it a while and i'll never almost never feel like going for lessons in sem 2.

so anyway, i cant belieeve i woke up at 9 today? i expected like around the region of 12pm? haha. pleasant surprise but i had to kill time coz band prac only starts at 245 in stgabs. ugh. near half day to keep myself occupied. somehow did it, but overshot and left bout 320. gosh..

it was the usual in exodus band. the saxy section had changes again. ugh. so took them out one by one so hear them out and see wat they can improve on. not too bad, the sec 1s kinda promising. the sec 2, pushed to bari, is not spiteful, still enthu. good! he's gonna do fine. improved well since i last saw him. the sec 3s the usual, juz dun slack like me. haha!

after their prac the band had a celebration for all the september babies. so we had cake. now thats new, why didnt we have that last year.. haha. it was pretty cool that these things occur in band, helps bring everyone closer i guess. and enjoy band prac (thats wat they say). bribery. haha. the downside on my visit though was that its their last prac before resuming in mid oct after the sa2s. bummer.

here's somethin juz moments ago

YUBING®((: says:
*im bored luh):

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*talk to me

YUBING®((: says:
*haha

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*tell me your name

YUBING®((: says:
*you not gaming?
*haha

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*nnopww

YUBING®((: says:
*LOL

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*haha.. wats your name
*sounds like the name of my next gf
*HAHAHA

YUBING®((: says:
*LOL
*cool right
*then there's another one
*do you have plasters?
*cause i've hurt my knee falling for you

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*LOL

YUBING®((: says:
*style right

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*yea

YUBING®((: says:
*haha

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*Am I dead, Angel? Cause this must be heaven!

YUBING®((: says:
*LOL

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*haha
*did it hurt?
*when u fell outta heaven
*HAHAH

YUBING®((: says:
*hmmm.
*if it's you that's causing me to fall. i wouldn't mind continue falling

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*whoa
*haha

YUBING®((: says:
*i'm sweet right
*haha

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*i didnt know angels fly so low
YUBING®((: says:
*LOL

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*haha

YUBING®((: says:
*Honey, I'm new in this town - dya think I could have directions to your house.

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*haha

YUBING®((: says:
*I hope you know CPR, cos you take my breath away!
*i went to google pick up lines
*haha

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*wat time do u have to back in heaven
*if i followed u home, would ya keep me?
*haha

YUBING®((: says:
*haha
*sure(:

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*wee!

YUBING®((: says:
*LOL

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*haha!

YUBING®((: says:
*bored luh
*haha

-Breyann Lennard Rafael- says:
*yea

epic sia. haha it was fun this chat. suddenly thought of pick ups. lol. all coz bored.

nows the 3rd. i remember yours though u didnt on mine. but its cool. haha.

wee hours into the night~

2009-08-31T03:50:00.000+08:00

just hours before the next paper. math. juz doing final prep for it. haha. its like almost 4 am. tzeyang's pretty desperate as well, though now he juz told me he's knocking off. haha. really should have concentrated more during the day. anyhow, the weekend wasnt too bad. on fri after cprog paper( which went okay~) wasted the afternoon away watching movies till we met up for dinner.

dinner was at suntech with the usual crew. uncle ellie's flyin to china for his course studies so we thought of a farewell dinner. wont see him for another 3 weeks. plz bring presents! hahahah. we hung out at the esplanade later on before callin it a day. sat was normal, tried to revise then went for mass. after that went to town with family to bring couz around, ended up going over the same places i went the night before. haha.

now bout sunday. stayed home. again tried revising. but was watchin the whole season of starwars clone wars. GG. so the day's revision wasnt productive. it was until late hours of the night, did i really start producing proper and accountable work.

geez, i really really love to do things last minute. =/

C. u on fri.

2009-08-26T21:13:00.005+08:00

cross my fingers for splendid results for my Thermofluids and Electrical Technology. i did quite a good amount of revision and practice for those, i think. haha. wasn't particularly troubled too much during the papers. hope i'd feel the same way for my Computer Programming this friday. after that paper, it'd mark the halfway point of my semester exams with the remaining 2 next week, Fundamental Mathematics and Engineering Materials, monday and wednesday respectively. afterwhich, its officially party time!

okay.. back to the present. take a day at a time. haha. didnt do much revision at all today for Cprog after ETech. played games the whole afternoon. >.< tmr i'd better get my lazybutt to do some proper work. at least a passable effort. haha. oh yea, my couz is comin over to stay in S'pore and apply for some job here. should be accompanyin mum to pick her up at the airport.

anyhow, back to the current topic on revision. come on lets keep going, it'll be fine yo! do what you can and do it well luh. haha.
all the best again~

best of luck ppl!

2009-08-23T22:05:00.002+08:00

flippin' books, taking notes, solving questions after questions. its not that hard. been doing that for most of the week. amidst doing other tasks which helps me retain my sanity. haha!

themo mainly filled my weekend as my bum warmed the seat. mousehunt too. =P
ahh, i wanna read a good book. been a while since i last hooked myself into pages. lost in a world constructed by our minds as we project out the writer's words. now im wandering around in numbers, terms, laws, equations. haha.

well, gotta mug for the exam, wat to do. haha. just the distractions are too mouth watering to resist for some. hehe. dota~ haha. but yea, i hope ive prepared enough. should do fine.

all the best everyone.

quotes

2009-08-23T12:16:00.002+08:00

random quote:
it takes more than good memory to have good memories.

haha.. cheem
stuff u do when ur studying/revising. anything else!

a bit more effort, c'mon!

2009-08-18T23:06:00.003+08:00

i seriously need to concentrate better.
my revision has been such a fiasco.
cant wait to cross the finish line, into the holidays.
so much to look forward to; band practices in SP Symphonic and Jazz, Exodus, Peixin. vacation with friends in JB, outings, soccer (please!) and a possible part time job.
though im glad i've still got this little time to prepare myself. if the examinations were to begin this week, i'd say im gone for...

chiong! haha..

hmm, i need to understand myself completely or improve on my understanding. argh, sounds pretty stupid huh? im quite in a tight fix nowadays. things going haywire recently and everywhere else too. lotsa crap's been going around everyone's lives and events are making me feel real uncomfortable. it's like clouding my vision, judgement, moral and i feel i gotta change something within. soul searching it is then. O Lord be my Strength.

love love~

2009-08-15T22:42:00.002+08:00

rise and shine, its Assumption of Mary our Mother. attended the 8am mass before heading out to meet rus at bishan. wah, i saw 6 trains pass by before i got on to the one he's in, and finally made our way to peixin band.

okay, so we played around some songs and had fun, but yes, we had to carry out wat we came for. drilling the juniors! we had a good 2 hour sectional which we covered a page, bar 36 to bout 80 plus i think. haha. And The Ocean Glows is a real nice piece and quite a good challenge for woodwinds. hahaha. but primary sch? hahaha.. the usual px band.

right, i had to cab down to church coz i overstayed at px. i was slightly late for mass, but i was thinking bout the 15 bucks i paid... but i was soon enthralled by the music that filled the grand walls of our church. Thank you God for the gift of music in our lives. it's such a beautiful language thats has no bounds.

afterwards we went for a hearty dinner somewhere in kovan. full of fun laughter and good food. we wished steven a successful spell in the US as he unfolds a new chapter in his life. we'll miss ya bro. come back visit ASAP! hahahah/

ooh, i laughed so hard tonight.. coz the guys were comparing their tummy. and emmanuel's reaction was just epic. hahahah.

uhh

2009-08-10T23:35:00.002+08:00

had so much fun over this long weekend. haha

today played a good game of soccer at bradel heights. took a while to shake off the rusty feeling. after that, i joined my family to catch GI JOE. it was pretty good. haha. we watched it at iluma bugis. haha, the place forever in winter season. haha!

bad thing i realised though, i didnt do much revising.. =/ gg..

Barrage

2009-08-09T23:30:00.002+08:00

Happy National Day.

better late than nerver. haha
had a good time out today. met up wit kovie to buy some supplies before heading out to marina bay station. went to the marina barrage along with kovie, yubing, carrie, madeline, alan, weeseng, tzeyang, lucas and liyi. had a crazy feast, very healthy*.. haha~!

under the blistering heat, we had fun playin cards, games, dares, and yes, camwhore.. haha.

finally, wat we all been waitin for, the fireworks to errupt. its good, cept for the IRs partly blocking the view. nevertheless, it was a good sight. there goes millions, or wat alan said: tax. haha!

we took a free shuttle service to the barrage, but obviously we couldnt take it back to the mrt station, so we walked. hahaha.. pretty long walk i have to say. nearly made a mess of myself. lucky we had to catch up with the guys up front so i ran off ahead to reach everyone else. saved!heh..

we had dinner at raffles city at the food court before going home. was disappointed with the defeat but its okay luh. more things to worry bout. Zzzzz.....

i need my sleep. someone knock me out.

hehehe~

2009-08-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

friday's fun. haha, first though, i went through lessons till bout 11. did our project for CRS, our group topic was on pornography.. hahah! we managed to finish it and at the same time i killed off hours cuz had to wait for peeps to end class at 5 before we make our way to vivo.

hung out with yubing, liyi, gris, kovan, tzeyang, mingren, alan, cecilia, carrie and madeline. take away dinner from the foodcourt and ate at the open roof area. had some fun with truth/dare. but soon, it became clear that everyone juz preferred to camwhore.. haha, thank u carrie for my phone suddenly having a huge increase in pictures.. haha!

longer weekend.. hehehe...

2009-08-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

its a looooooong weekend! weee!

juz got back from jazz prac. its really a tough and challenging genre to learn and apply. but im coping fine i think. =/ haha. vincent's been a great help, i really appreciate and am in awe whenever he plays. hahah! gotta learn from him to be on par with him asap!

exams are 2 weeks away. i know i can revise and get down to business, but i really have to have better control of my mood.. Zzzzz... sleep more too. haha!

yay, friday's here. gonna hang out with bandies. yahoo!

hurdle

2009-08-04T00:27:00.002+08:00

im losing my interest again. haha.
nows the tough part alr, under pressure to perform well in studies and personally, in my playing.
cant find the right balance yet. beh...
exams in a few weeks time, cant wait to overcome that hurdle.

reflection

2009-08-04T00:16:00.005+08:00

I was existing each day
Leaning towards boredom of life
In front of me, i see only lines and random patterns scattered.
Keen to bring back that feeling
Encouraging myself to feel the music within
Yet, i wasn't strong enough to be inspired.
Out of the blue, you walked into the scene
Unknowingly, that point on i was lifted,
Like a sunrise, i was enlightened,
In my being, i acknowledged the shift in my soul.
Yesterday held those better moments,
I now await for the moon to set.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

my message in every letter.

stuffed

2009-08-02T19:03:00.002+08:00

got up at 830 to meet up with choirmates for breakfast. after that we made our way to church of risen christ which is situated at toa payoh. teamed up with jess and daryl at the foot of the stair. proved to be a bad decision, we didnt get to sell much coupons or collect donations either. though daryl made an effort and became thick skinned by asking ppl left right centre. i tried but kept being shoo-ed away, jess luck was no better. haha..

after counting the total amount sold blah blah, ate lunch at botak jones. ordered a massive burger set. was stuffed afterwards. hahaha. daryl ordered the same thing and he felt the same. haha!

after that i went home and slack. chat on msn with bing.. haha!

now still chattin with her along with mingren. hahaha

\\

may i have the will to keep moving forward

time's slipping by

Time to move on brey

anxious

i still carry on

MST

Decem... almost.

waiting waiting...

start of the holas!

IBM

glad

GOLD WITH HONOURS. TOP BAND

wake up

refresh

in a mess....

Worthwhile.....

chill

supersized saxys

Mama Mia~~~

celebration

=D

chill?

May

words.

hurrah the week is over

Muddled thoughts

drained

odyssey

tired

gahhhhhh

genting~

determined.

vacation

monday!

glimmer

G_G

too lazy//

rushing!

grrr.

IMPROVISE~

con-cert-s!

concentrate

nyeh..

A New Beginning.

one more day.

Merry Christmas

not badd. heh

really...

home alone for 7 days.

bored.

Portrait of an ENFP - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving(Extraverted Intuition with Introverted Feeling)

The Inspirer

camped

a lil high.

random

sexy voice...

weekends!

ahh...

Argh!

IDEAS, IMM, massage chairs

thinking....

t-i-h-s

towards excellence, labor omnia vincit

silver~

i wished everyday starts at 12.

hours away.

---ember!

glad theres no class tmr

JY. (Y)

wow.

dumb me..

cant sleep yet. geez

first week cleared.

thank you.

oven baked

mondaysssssss =D

blank new page

hmm. Zzz. random crap.

cycle cycle

Portrait of an ENFP - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
(Extraverted Intuition with Introverted Feeling)