chill

really should follow emmelyn's advice. chill-lax a little bit. as much as i may want to deny it, im not coping well with everything thats happening at the moment. and im always rushed and 'gan chiong' (i have no idea how its spelled) need to do some soul searching.

MST is 2 weeks away. ohmigosh. next week there's a few theory test and practicals! arghhhh! dang it! need some mozart to aid me in my revisions. HAHA.

supersized saxys

saxyphones are just awesome. another family tree coming up.. the great penguin elliotttt is gonna have many many grandkidsss! tsk tsk!!!

been neglecting jazz band all of a sudden... =/

Mama Mia~~~

Group8: Mama mia~~

our cheer!!
Mama Mia! We will own this camp!
Oh Yeah! We will rock ya till ya scream!
-kyaaaaaaaahhhh@@@@@@@@-
Mama Mia! We will own again!
Come on! MAMA MIA FOR THE WIN!

with clement

with jeremey

with randall(rachel)

with kay heng

with carmen

 

with maddy

thanks so much fellow Mamas! we all did well and have great fun together!

celebration

i celebrated my 18th with SRC today. im really glad to be part of this wonderful choir. thank you Lord that ive found my way to them. may i continue to sing praises in your name together with the wonderful members!

thanks louis jessica and gwyneth for staying on. haha.

=D

E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N E I G H T E E N





ive already been sat on. had cake smeared on my face. haha. whacked with baseball bat(balloon). haha. thanks band clique

chill?

i suppose i could chill a little. dont wanna make it seem im too eager and take away all the fun. hmm..

jazz band re evaluation the week after next. wah. gotta think of wat to play. and work on improv.

im still sleeping during morning classes.

May

It's may! That's real fast. Hittng that 'landmark' in a few days time. Try not to fall asleep in class.

words.

'To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.' When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence... 'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you' Something good will happen to you today; something that you have been waiting to hear.


JUST 19 WORDS

GOD OUR FATHER,
WALK THROUGH MY HOUSE
AND TAKE AWAY ALL MY WORRIES AND ILLNESSES;
AND PLEASE WATCH OVER AND HEAL MY FAMILY
IN JESUS' NAME.. AMEN

hurrah the week is over

there were moments where i really felt time was pulling my leg. every single day was long and exhausting. cca drive is over baby! performances are done and dusted. got a pretty good number wishing to join in both jazz and symphonic band. though maybe next year we'll just scrap the performance at moberly and set up the live band at the booth. we got 80% of the names juz after day 1.

yep. those past few days were crazy for me personally. rushes of emotions threatens to overcome my control. i could burst any moment. im just struggling in matching up the standard. being confident enough to try. more determined to practice. the thought of giving up is so strong sometimes that it scares me. i wonder if i can actually do this.

also the responsibilities of a committee member are driving me up the wall. im not exactly the model student kind. i get by most of the time doing the minimal work. now as the secretary in jazzband, ive got to do loads. and im still getting used to it. not to mention being the concert coordinator is basically in charge of ALL the SHIT in the TWO CONCERTS.

can i cope with schoolwork? gosh, i dont even want to get started on that topic. gotta improve my gpa this sem.

Muddled thoughts

Watched another concert today. Not bad, enjoyed myself. Strangely, this year in every performance I went to catch, I seem to revisit my past. Familiar tunes that I've played over the years of my 'bandlife' haha...

I really enjoyed and never regretted accepting the idiot's invitation =D to try out the band.. Though now, things have changed. It's coming down to something that isn't juz fun, but something that can be pursued prolly? I don't know wat to do sometimes. I feel like just letting things flow but at the same time, there's something nagging at me to do more.. Internal struggle within my mind.

Pulling one way then the other... I need to motivate myself more. Get rid of these insecurities..