i need to discipline myself. badly.
gotta put that extra effort in lectures. esp for the cprog module, even if the teacher can be quite a bitch at times. quizzes arent done, like for the one i just mentioned, along with post math and OH GOSH, the essay.
damn.
here i am wasting time and effort, typing away.
i wish i could stop time. or escape into an alternate dimension where a whole day i spend would only result in an hour passing by. i really really want more time to prepare myself for the auditions coming sun and mon, national winds and sp jazz band respectively.
i finally found time to try out the alto i borrowed from st gabs band yesterday, and i clearly lack playing time. ive been playing the tenor too for the past month, embouchure is forgotten. the last time i blew an alto was late january, (i consider only playing as a band, a proper practice) with cjc band. desperately need getting used to.
whats more, ive yet to select a piece for either auditions. ARGH!
need lots of help!
prayer!
its been a while too since the last post. lots of things has passed. school's been a month and im really into my course i guess. and birthday came too. had friends come over for a dinner/feast with the famly at home. pretty simple celebration but was real pleasure and great enjoyment.
dyed my hair as well though it aint too obvious. had band camp last weekend. it was... messy. but again a great time. got to know most of the bandmates and the games were okay luh. just wished didnt get that many forfeits on the first night... ugh.
in two more weeks it'll be the holidays, though it might be more of a study break. the mid sems test are on the first week back. darn! study study study hard brey!
thats all for now. all the best for the auditions. be confident or go through the whole process with a single thought, clear of all worries and emotions and whatever. like an android. hahahahaha.
nah, too extreme.
good luck..
