wow.

i can say i now have an idol to look up to. simply phenomenal. breathtaking. inspiring.

Gerald Albright!

 ive been missing out a lot. gotta do more research and practice.

dumb me..

carelessness will be my downfall. have to watch myself more. wat i say or do will speak volumes. and i cant account for it all to be harmless. the problem is i dun wanna be a pretender. the scary thing is finding out im lying to myself. argh. i try too hard sometimes. and with bad timing apparently. have to be mindful of wat i say. many ways to tell a message. only takes one bad slip and things will crumble easily.

sorry again.

didnt mean to say it that way. i hope my mistake is cleared. dumb of me to have phrased it so bluntly.

cant sleep yet. geez

01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before.
03. You own an iPod of some sort. (hope to, soon)
04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol.
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extremely dependent on others.
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.

11. You ate a lot of food today.

12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry. (maybe?)

13. People consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.
16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. You are a good listener, but you hate complainers.
18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.

19. You have had a serious surgery.

20. Your house has a spare bedroom.
21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can’t handle toddlers.
25. You have a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.

29. You celebrate Easter.

30. You observe Lent.

31. You are Catholic.

32. You do not believe in God.
33. Religion is not important to you.

34. You want to have a small family one day.

35. You would rather have more sons than daughters. (LOL.)

36. You have more aunts than uncles.

37. You hate being too cold.

38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else.

39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks.

41. You are more messy than clean.

42. You are currently angry at someone.
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean. (very rarely happens)

45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.

46. When you hear “black & white” it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘Hot n Cold’ song.
47. You have no clue what that song is.
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. You are glad George Bush IS out of office.

50. Politics are boring to you.

51. You take a vitamin daily.

52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You hate throwing up.
54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.
55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. You love getting bubble baths.
58. You do not like chocolate at all.
59. You are allergic to nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before.

61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.

62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your immediate family.
64. You hate broccoli.
65. Cooked carrots are good, though.
66. You go on tumblr too much.

67. You are really comfortable right now.

68. You like witty t-shirts.

69. You are a major fan of underground bands.

70. You have been on an airplane before.
71. You are not afraid of heights.
72. You consider yourself paranoid.

73. You have had a panic attack before.

74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.

75. You would choose the elderly over children.
76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. You have smoked weed before.
78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning. (yesyesyes)
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. You are a big breakfast eater.
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.

85. You have been in a car today.

86. There is something plugged in near you.
87. You have heard of the TV show “Private Practice.”
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.
90. You adore Leo & Kate.
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
92. You hate cheesy movies.

93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs don’t bother you.

95. You do well in school without trying.
96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently.
97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. You like energy drinks.
99. You like italics.
100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.

first week cleared.

fridays are fun. juz gotta make sure i do not lag behind during cadd sessions. though it can be a challenge. 4 hour straight. i alr fell asleep for a bit in our first lecture. =/ anyhow, i expected the com lab to be an ice hole. glad to have been wrong, i can confirm that our crpog teacher loves the cold. feedback from my friend taking that module under her had verified that its like a freaking freezer and she can still wear some thin sleeveless blouse. haha. damm. thank goodness the guy isnt cold blooded.

hung out with mingren alan bing and liyi after class. the 2 guys left leaving the 3 of us and we took a walk around suntech. met familiar faces and snacked on pretzels. went our seperate ways at 430. bing back home, liyi to work and myself collected my pay for the short service i could provide. its a shame i cant continue part timing. was getting used to it and it wasnt bad. juz that my schedule only enables me 1 day per week. so thats bout it.

hey, its been a bad week for ya. dun be put off by these bad turn of events. there's lotsa peeps out there u can count on. smile now okay? let the wind clear the writings on the sand...

thank you.

yesterday was fine, initially got lost otw to IDEAS class. and our mechanics lecturer reminded most of us of secondary school days. or rather those type of teachers in sec sch. haha. but he aint too bad. juz seemed a lil too anti towards the system here in singapore. gems was alright. real estate management. had yubing gris and kovie in the same module. band was quite good. decent run down of west side story.

thursdays are the longest days of the week. however, it was to be our lucky week. engineering math was fine. and after our break from 1130 to 1pm, stayed in our electronics class for half an hour or so before we headed out to fc5 to call it a day. mechanics tutorial from 3 to 5 are held every fortnight beginning next week. hehe.

met up with debby and hung around at the jazz room before havin dinner with the rest of our bandmates. decent practice today. managed to go through all our concert pieces save for one which was softly as in the morning sunrise, in samba. cool right? next week we're gonna work on it. can see there's improvements here and there individually. still havent gel together enough. but we're in the right track. personally i am struggling with the improvs. havent found that comfortable style and very disorganized with my ideas and techniques.

practice breyyy! wahhh. more more more more!
thanks again sikai. haha. thanks to the rest as well luh, u all made the effort to meet up and have dinnertime together! =D thats the way!

oven baked

i feel really tired today. even though i was done with class by 2. we worked rather quickly during the workshop thanks to the lecturer's pace for the session. if i had known, i would have brought back my instrument the night before. haha. had a good 3-4 hours to prac at most. in the end juz browse through scores and theory notes. read manga and currently watching sweet spy. haha. tmr got gems. hmm, should be fun.

oh, tuesdays gotta wear dry fit. the workshop is like an oven. and our lab coats arent exactly very cooling to wear in the first place. most of us look like we ran about or juz came outta the shower. haha

mondaysssssss =D

i got half an hour before i gotta fulfill my promise to knock off at midnight to rise early for class tomorrow. and i dont wanna piss off the folks at this  hour.

officially, i love mondays. period. i mean who wouldnt. after each weekend we grumble bout having to wake up early for 8 - 9 am class. and for ppl like myself, have to include the nearly 1 hour journey to school. im so glad i can get up at times like 10 and not have to rush much for my lessons which begins at noon. woo!

today started off with introduction to engineering. the lecturer turned out to be our personal tutor and IDEAS lecturer as well. following that was mechanics lecture. the guy was okay luh. the module is physics again. should be fine with it. finallt, to cap off the day, OC. not the show, but Oral Communication. its something like CRS i took the previous sem. oh, the lecturer is pinay. cool. she's been here for the past 28 years and still has that pinoy stuff pretty obvious bout herself. im like a totally singapinoy alr. more singaporean-ness in me. haha.

right. so that was lessons. went for band afterward. decent prac. much better turnout. can be compared with the very first prac of the hols. haha. played light cavalry -.- and elizabeth the musical which was a real nice piece. i was playing it for the first time. got lots of interestin sections. wanna try it again. mr chiang mentioned there is a  competition in april in australia. omg, i want to participate. its been so long since the thrill and intensity of having to be graded for a performance. and wats more its overseas! it'll be an incredible experience. i do hope the response is good and we can join. wahh!

blank new page

tomorrow begins another semester. feels like a new year to me due to the entire change of modules im taking. doesnt feel much like im picking up where i left off. how time flies. a year ago i was studying for the O's. since then its been a pretty hectic roller coaster of events. good times and bad times.

now to start off on a brand new page. gotta fill up that report sheet to show a 4 or somewhere real close to it for this second half. then i can look back to this school year and be pretty satisfied. before looking ahead at the immense challenges of the following year.

i got a cut on my finger. damn. it stings.

hmm. Zzz. random crap.

it gets a lil dull. only thing bringing me back is mainly habbit and lack of things to do as a substitute. another reason is juz the sheer pleasure, joy and satisfaction. haha. i realise im getting arrogant. still got a long way to go brey... though sometimes i feel like wanting to take charge luh. its really how much im gettin a lil bored and feelin a twinge of irritation. hmm. it gets to me too when i know im not doing fine in wat im doing. and most of the time i fall hard and flat out. difficult to get back on my feet too. im lucky that i get help and support somehow. havin some sort of ego help get outta some situation. and a lack of it on occasions tend to make me feel suicidal. haha. anyhow, i need to do my own research and find time for self improvement. im too lazy esp when im at home. that extra bit that makes ordinary, extraordinary. average to outstanding. im wanna. but not consistent. i gotta work my ass to reach the stars. its a good form of distraction too. though i dun mind being hooked into something else as well. i can juggle. i think. if not, im learning how to now.

cycle cycle

my legs ache after we chiong from the bike shop to the end and back. im gonna suffer at work tmr. =/

met up with yubing carrie tzeyang and mingren and headed out to east coast park to cycle the evening away. enjoyed the day. kovie joined us at bedok for dinner. woo! im stuffed.

tmr got band. yay. juz dun play light cavalry please? haha. welcome lihao to the piggy saxyphone section!

yay. i got into reaal estate for my gems. along with yubing and gris. should be quite fun. weee!

(Y) too much! hahaha

hello people. this post is super delayed. super lazy. HAHA

last week wednesday to friday i attended a stage performance workshop conducted by Inwardbound Drama. totally awesome 3 days. i was in the ORANGE group and we freakin rock yeah! haha. made friendships with cool talented peeps.its juz sweet havin formed a performance and presented it within the 3 days. pure awesomeness! (Y)