there were moments where i really felt time was pulling my leg. every single day was long and exhausting. cca drive is over baby! performances are done and dusted. got a pretty good number wishing to join in both jazz and symphonic band. though maybe next year we'll just scrap the performance at moberly and set up the live band at the booth. we got 80% of the names juz after day 1.
yep. those past few days were crazy for me personally. rushes of emotions threatens to overcome my control. i could burst any moment. im just struggling in matching up the standard. being confident enough to try. more determined to practice. the thought of giving up is so strong sometimes that it scares me. i wonder if i can actually do this.
also the responsibilities of a committee member are driving me up the wall. im not exactly the model student kind. i get by most of the time doing the minimal work. now as the secretary in jazzband, ive got to do loads. and im still getting used to it. not to mention being the concert coordinator is basically in charge of ALL the SHIT in the TWO CONCERTS.
can i cope with schoolwork? gosh, i dont even want to get started on that topic. gotta improve my gpa this sem.
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