free time.......

saw this in zhagdi's blog.


Y for yes, N for no, M for maybe

[N] I am shorter than 5'4 (162.5cm). -.-
[N?] I think I'm ugly sometimes. -----haha.. wth?
[N] I have many scars. ------------i can count them all with one hand
[Y] I tan easily.--------------- more like burnt
[M] I wish my hair was a different color.
[N] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.---------- its black, unless they're blind
[N] I have a tattoo.
[Y] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[N] I have/I've had braces. --------- soon
[N] I wear glasses. ------------ yay!
[N] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[N] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[N] I have more than 2 piercings. ------------ none
[N] I have piercing in places besides my ears.(pain lar)
[N] I have freckles.
[N] I hate my dad.
[N] I hate my mom.
[N] I have a brother
[Y] I have a sister.
[M] I've sworn at my parents.
[N] I've run away from home.
[N] I've been kicked out of the house.
[N] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[M] I want to have kids someday.
[N] I've had children.
[N] I've lost a child.
[N] I'm in school. -------- waiting for my results yeah!
[N] I have a job.
[Y] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[M] I almost always do my homework.
[Y] I've missed a week or more of school.
[N] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[M] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[N] I've stolen something from my job.
[N] I've been fired.
[Y] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[N] Disney movies still make me cry.
[N] I've peed from laughing.
[Y] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[Y] I've glued my hand to something.
[Y] I've had my pants rip in public. (why pants)
[M] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[Y] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[M] I've broken a bone.
[N] I've had my tonsils removed.
[Y] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[N] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[Y] I had a serious surgery.
[Y] I've had chicken pox.
[Y] I was born in a different country.
[N] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. ---------soon
[N] I've flied business class.
[N] I've been to New Zealand.
[N] I've been to America.
[N] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[Y] I've been to Japan.
[N] I've been to Hollywood.
[Y] I've been to Disneyland.
[N] I've been to Australia.
[Y] I've been to more than 5 countries.
[N] I've seen a shooting star.
[Y] I've wished on a shooting star.(it won't work)
[N] I've seen a meteor shower.
[N] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[Y] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[Y] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[N] I've been to the Las Vegas Casino.
[N] I've been skydiving.
[N] I've gone skinny dipping.
[Y] I've played spin the bottle.
[Y] I've drank a whole carton of milk in one hour.
[N] I've crashed a car.
[N] I've been skiing.
[Y] I've been in a play.
[N] I've met someone in person from MySpace.
[N] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[N] I've seen the Northern lights.
[Y] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[N] I've played chicken.
[Y] I've played a prank on someone.
[Y] I've ridden in a taxi.
[N] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[Y] I've eaten sushi.
[N] I've done snowboarding.
[Y] I'm single.
[N] I'm in a relationship.
[N] I'm engaged.
[N] I'm married.
[N] I've gone on a blind date.
[N] I've been the dumper more than the dumpee.
[Y] I miss someone right now.
[Y] I have a fear of abandonment.
[N] I've gotten divorced.
[Y] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[N] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[Y] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[Y] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[N] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[N] I'm gay.
[N] I've had sex.
[N] I've had phone sex.
[N] I've had sex in public.
[N] I'v had a crush on a teacher.
[M] I am a cuddler.
[Y] I've been kissed on the face.
[Y] I've hugged a stranger.
[N] I have kissed a stranger.
[Y] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[Y] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[M] I've snuck out of my house.
[Y] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[M] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[Y] I've cheated while playing a game.
[M] I've cheated on a test.
[M]I've run a red light.
[N] I've been suspended from school.
[N] I've witnessed a crime.
[M] I've been in a fist fight.
[N] I've been arrested.
[Y] I've consumed wine.
[M] I regularly drink.
[N] I've passed out from drinking.
[N] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[N] I've smoked weed.
[N] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[N] I've eaten shrooms.
[N] I've popped E.
[N] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[N] I've done hard drugs.
[N] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[N] I can't swallow pills.
[N] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[N] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[N] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[M] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[N] I take anti-depressants.
[N] I'm anorexic.
[Y] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[y] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[Y] I've woken up crying.
[Y] I'm afraid of dying.
[Y] I hate funerals.
[N] I've seen someone dying.
[M?] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[N] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[N] I've planned my own suicide.
[N] I've attempted suicide.
[N] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[N] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[Y] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[N] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[N] I own a plushie of my favourite character from anything.
[N] I own a cosplay outfit.
[Y] I know what cosplay means.
[N] I own multiple designer clothes, costing over $100 a piece.
[N] I own something from Guess
[N] I own something from D.K.N.Y.
[Y] I own something from ESPRIT..--------- a tee, im wearing it now
[N] I own something from Gap.
[Y] I own something from LEVI's.
[N] I own a golf set.
[M] I can sing well.
[N] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
[M] I open up to others easily.
[M] I watch the news.
[M] I don't kill bugs.
[Y] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[Y] I sing in the shower.
[M] I am a morning person.
[N] I paid for my cell phone

Tag 10 people:
ANYONE

i have so much free time. im not bored.

Haha!

We juz stopped playing monopoly! we started like at 10? pm... and it's now 3am.. haha. i was the biggest loser, with the largest debt.. lol, Gerard's amount was also negative and Bajoy was the grand winner of 10000+. wah~

well, during the day (friday) we went SM for a shopping spree. i got me two shirts and a pair of shorts. mum and sis got a blouse each and sis got 2 pieces of footwear. not much but there was limited time..

Anyway, its Saturday now, the 20th Dec so,

Happy 80th Birthday LoLo!

later on, the celebrations will take place.

So goodnight-i mean good morning.

Can only look forward now! =D

yes i've been stupid, selfish, unappreciative, ignorant, lazy, negative, camplainy, in other words, a total dickhead.

I still feel justified though, i hav my own defence in the argument. but wat the heck.
Its Beginning To Look A Lot Like Christmas...
So its really pointless to keep up my dumbass attitude. its over, wahteve i missed.. damn, but its alright. im sorry mum, i still dun fully like it here, but i think i got past that 'trying-to-get-used-to-this-place' period. i'll do my best to quit my whines and nonsense (or wat my teacher says, "wrong-sense!")

i know a few phrases that fit my situation: Live with it, No use Crying over spilt milk, perhaps even Every cloud (storm) has a silver lining. haha

so yeah, it is the holidays.. it would be wrong to let it pass by, lying about and moaning this and that. so now gonna be slaphappy, not. enjoy and appreciate, the worst has passed now. the road ahead looks brighter. of course it is. time to bond and party with all the couzs. school's gonna be over and celebrations are due!

This more or less sums it all up..

you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
hey u know wad
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
?
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
ur actually pretty lucky
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
?
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
i knoe
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
how?
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
the joyous celebrations of christmas n newyear is very very nice in philippines
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
i know
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
here in singapore damn boring
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
i know
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
i dun mind all that
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
but i really think im here too far damn fcuking early
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
but u know
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
sometimes
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
when ur here in singapore too long
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
its harder to adapt
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
n u go back to ph to celebrate christmas or newyear
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
to feel at home
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
yeah
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
same to me
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
i felt out of place
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
still sux in ways anyway
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
wats the use when everyones gotta do exams before going holiday
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
and ME
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
i FARKING JUZ COMPLETED THE DAMN O'S
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO HOLIDAYS
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
hahaha
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
FARK
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
MANY TIMES IM ALMOST BREAKING DOWN TO TEARS HERE
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
y?
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
like i said
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
i have a love/hate feeling for this place
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
lucky its not all hate
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
theres a limit though
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
yeah




these kinda holidays are like a one-off.. will hardly get another one like it..
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the tears could come and go. but i hold them prisoners. they only watch the events fold, through the glass. like a one-way mirror, they are hidden from view. their existance known only to myself. some will break through till i recover my composure.
otherwise, all u may see is a mask.

its not that bad..

maybe i wasnt putting in effort of my own to make meself feel comfy here..
=/

well, today's pretty good actually.. we played table tennis with Bajoy and her classmates. helped them out. played with ate also paddled along... lol. then kuya jojo joined in and yay! i got a ping pong buddy to challenge. haha.. i got thrashed though.. .... well i didnt play for quite a while~

we went for mass and headed out to walters mart for dinner. was feeling normal till ritzann HAD to remind me of a concert.. haha.. walao, u idiot lah ritz!!!! so was a lil down but it's alright~ i know that it'd be a routine, brilliant, amazing, shiok performance they'd put up.

so now we're home and we had a meeting to discuss the schedule for tomorrow's event. the pictures are of us couzs. next week the guys from pasig would be a joining with us here. it'll be extremely lively. sad ate Ligaya's gonna fly to bohol this mon.. thats y tmr we got an outing planned.. shall update tmr's details... tomorrow?

cya. here are the pictures..

in the same order for all 4 pics; Ritz, ate Ligaya, myself, kuya Jojo, Gerard, Geor, Bajoy

boo!

hello.
As usual i found it hard to resume blogging after a period of absence.
The past feww days were such a bore that id fall asleep right now if i were to recount the endless hours i wasted.we were at home since sunday and damn i feel all sluggish. it didnt help knowing that the weekend might be rather fun, Peixin got their final Imprezz before the school is called Yishun Primary and ima gonna miss it, D'OH!.
that sucks balls, and ass. haha, couz Kitkat's fav line
i'd rather work this holiday earning spare cash which wouldnt last a week as i seek to purchase items to my heart's content. but im stuck here gaining weight.

then Ate Ligaya came
wohoo! it became a lil more fun. she came for a holiday to visit us and everyone else. she's livin in denmark and Kitkat said she was.. sasssy?
quite true. its more lively yeah. we went to Robinsons Mall and while mum and sis went hunting for some clothings, Ate Ligaya and myself went for bowling.
wah, i lost the first game. haha.. 64-73. but it was my warm up game. hehe i came back winning 120-49.. oww, sorry ate.. its still ur first time, pretty good actually.. my first outing was sooooooo bad.. yeah then we met up with the rest and ate at jollybee. i noticed that in Singapore whenever we wanna buy food to eat at home we'd say "take away" but here in the Phils, they use "take out" instead.. i thought that i wasnt a major difference.. they gave me a weird look before inquiring, "Take out, sir?" oh and Pinoys are really polite and hav this unspoken code to adress customers formally whatever their service is, and even if the customer is younger... not too young DUH..
they also put lotsa makeup... ladies only, usually in the SMs..

and back to todays events, we went home. still doesnt feel very home-ish yet, it still feel like a house where we are stayin over.. hmm... anyway we had a good long chat... i think i made up for the lack of speech for the last 2 weeks.. then we came to a subject where i truthfully said;

"Ate, i have not really enjoyed the stay here so far. I dont really like it here but i also do not Dislike the Philippines. When i got kids i'd bring them back here for sure-but only for a holiday and because this is their roots. I would not choose to stay here."

and Ate echoed my thoughts, sayin that she also wouldnt choose the Phils. Unfortunately we have tasted convenience and more importantly, a sense of security. i know for myself that i can call the appartment HDB in Hougang Home. the culture is hard to adapt to if i am suddenly gonna stay hree, i'd lose my mind easily i think.

but everythings not all bad here in the Phils. No, im not saying that at all. i juz know for myself that it is ver- No, Extremely difficult to the very core of my personality to really move back to Phils. Im a Filipino but i feel at ease in SG, not that everything is perfect and all goody goody there either..

i may sound spoilt , yaya, its ur view and this is mine... nowhere is perfect, but its because of where we live our lives with family and friends, that we all feel belonged, then only we truly call that place,

Home

BAH!

BORED!

there's really nothing much to write about.

all i've been doing is but eating sleeping computering and/or xbox

there's the occasional trip to the mall, but its hardly that interesting

la la la la la la la la la la la

i tried exercising via the treadmill in my couz place(next door) , bloody hell, i,m soooo UNFIT ALR! wah...

sian.. sweating like hell, after 20 min.. crapa

i'd fail 2.4 timing at the moment i think

practiced a few pieces on the soprano, but i've become so lazy that i play tha sax juz below an hour..

and damn, i gotta finish up some vids too... >.<

sorry guys! maybe by next week

im becoming some sort of sloth-ish being,

lazy-arsh piece of slob

DOH

AARRRRGGGHHH!!!

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imy

Finally.

from the heading can you guess?

yeah! moved into our house alr. our home, can finally say that.

the weekend was preety okay. i woke up at 2 on a bright saturday afternoon havin slept at 5am

damn.. there goes half a day

ah well, so usually i attend mass on sats cuz thats when SRC serve and give praise to God

it was comfy that we went that day though i have to say i barely understood cuz it was in tagalog. i'm fluent in my own language but come on, i still need getting used to the 'slang' here.

but i was able to catch on to the sequence of the mass abiet the language barrier (while everyone replied in native tongue, i used english)

after the mass we went to the SM to replace the router, the darn thing wont work.. and therefore access to the internet was hard to come by.. we also had dinner at Chowking. it was okay luh.. very chinese... haha?

here's a shot with mum and cousz @chowking

So we got the router, bought some mugs so that we could enjoy some coffee or hot chocolate.. YAY.

in the process, i sneaked in two t-shirts and a pair of shorts.

thats hot chocolate with marsmellos from Swismiss or something..

i like my mug, i wanna bring it back to S'pore

XD

oh, and while in the SM( the malls here are all called SM) i happened to see some items that reminded me of someone~~~~~~ Kirstel Jade

thats my sis in the background

ya know who you are, bby.. haha.. my old* friend~~~~

and for the events of Sunday, well, in short i woke up late again... ah yes, i woke up 12.. earlier than i expected. and i was the first to bathe in our house! yahoo. havent used the tub yet.. then wasted the afternoon away playin xbox
and for dinner, tita emma and tito raul came and we had lechon, in simple english, roasted pork filipino style~

and thats my weekend.

todays monday and i woke up at 6? am btw. wow.. but actually its because i had to take a dump.. XP. gonna go out later.. dunno wher though.

cya

Doh!

damn, i got such a short temper nowadays.

tried to keep cool, its hard. im more of an outgoing kinda guy i think.

its been almost a week here in phils, i feel i've gained each day.

only my hands seem to be used the most often. please, dun think dirty. how do u type or use a joystick?

and if ya got a sis going about with her nonsense, hard not get pissed easily.

maybe its juz me..

Doh

up the stairs....

ah, my room's almost done..

white looks better than yellow..

let's go down, shall we?

dinner..

the garage/ free space in front of the house (no car)

(Bah... this is a hidden message.. hehe.)

yup. really taking shape. prolly gonna move in by the end of next week. still got some final touch up to do.

Doh!

i really wanna hang out with friends, not that i dun wanna be wit family~

i wanna sweat by playing soccer or table tennis!

i wanna make music wit fellow band members!

i wanna go mass wih SRC and go sing carols

i wanna sms ppl or talk on the phone

heh. i could go on and on, but i grew reall lazy too..

okay, maybe i wanna feel more at home.

that should sum it up. i take things for granted, the life in S'pore.. here in phils, i see my couz, and from time to time i reflect that their life is simpler, but they're juz as content or even more content..

DOH~

i should be more appreciative but then, it cant be done overnight, but i'll do my best.

hah.. -relieved-

good to type it down in words and release some things off my chest. i'd rather sweat it out with activities though~ haha

okay. stop here. look forward to each new day.

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(i dunno, there's this feelin inside me.. i think its one of those little things. cuz i keep thinking, i miss you. i think i may have a crush on you. is that okay? would we be able to keep this friendship. i still wish to strengthen our friendship, still lots to know bout each other, still gotta know you and for you to know me)

Events in a day

hellooooooooooooo people!



i had a typical day here...



looks like the default timetable is goona look like this:

~wake up, probably 1pm earliest
~use the lappy or play xbox all the way...

oh yeah, bath and meals are included..

checking out the house too.. and yay, some furniture arrived alr.. by tmr, bedframes cabinets etc are gonna be standing upright..

and wat time do we (sis and i) turn in? i'll prolly go to bed say, 1-2am? sis would battle on and watch tv till heaven's know wat hour it is...

tmr gonna post pictures.. house beggining to look great inside... yahoo

still not used to the environment here in the phils.. cant blame me, grew up in S'pore.. being myself here is a bit of a culture shock everytime to some.. and i end up keeping my mouth shut.. unless sis piss me off...

... log off~~~ cya

Sigh~

true to my word, i'm at the house. mum went off searching for appliances and stuff while i was still snoring..

brey 1-0 mum

.... wth..

now wat the heck can i do in the house other than CS or xbox.. i'v finished Brinsgr alr.. (two days, sick right?)

ah well, sis wanna use alr.. getting into a b****fit again~

The First Few Days Back In The Philippines.

Now, 3rd attempt to maintain a blog..

they say a picture paints a thousand words..

so here goes,

with the SRC gang hours before my flight to the Philippines

see that? departure(budget terminal XP)

Btw, i wanna shout out to my angel in SRC,

"Thanks for the CHOCOLATE!!!! I LOVE WHITE CHOCOLATE

EVEN MORE!! HAHAHA."

here's a shot of my cousins

Let's now take a tour of my (incomplete) house

opposite the image above is this one, the kitchen.

up the stairs now... i'm gonna skip 2nd floor and straight to the 3rd..

yes, to my room... they juz varnished the floor, couldnt jump bout yet

close up of my flooring.. i like it.

i like the toilet too.. dun hav the tub back in S'pore



right, its Q&As, if the house is oncomplete, we are living next door with cousins, not the ones u may hav seen above though.. will upload a photo with them soon

so where do they live? why, next door.. how convenient..

anyhow, for the last two-three days, we've been scouting for the basic furniture and hav succeeded in landing beds for everyone and one or two wardrobes and sofa set..

tomorrow, mum would seek out other stuff without me.. its a lil boring when u cant roam about and instead tag along looking at endless furniture and appliances...

i hope to use the laptop tmr if indeed i/m staying back at the house.. unfortunately, younger sis doesn't usually fit into the formula.

ah well, my first 'official' post went quite well..

cya. will (try) update every few days. no promises though

1st Post for this new blog

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

!st post.............. yeah..........