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hello.
As usual i found it hard to resume blogging after a period of absence.
The past feww days were such a bore that id fall asleep right now if i were to recount the endless hours i wasted.we were at home since sunday and damn i feel all sluggish. it didnt help knowing that the weekend might be rather fun, Peixin got their final Imprezz before the school is called Yishun Primary and ima gonna miss it, D'OH!.
that sucks balls, and ass. haha, couz Kitkat's fav line
i'd rather work this holiday earning spare cash which wouldnt last a week as i seek to purchase items to my heart's content. but im stuck here gaining weight.

then Ate Ligaya came
wohoo! it became a lil more fun. she came for a holiday to visit us and everyone else. she's livin in denmark and Kitkat said she was.. sasssy?
quite true. its more lively yeah. we went to Robinsons Mall and while mum and sis went hunting for some clothings, Ate Ligaya and myself went for bowling.
wah, i lost the first game. haha.. 64-73. but it was my warm up game. hehe i came back winning 120-49.. oww, sorry ate.. its still ur first time, pretty good actually.. my first outing was sooooooo bad.. yeah then we met up with the rest and ate at jollybee. i noticed that in Singapore whenever we wanna buy food to eat at home we'd say "take away" but here in the Phils, they use "take out" instead.. i thought that i wasnt a major difference.. they gave me a weird look before inquiring, "Take out, sir?" oh and Pinoys are really polite and hav this unspoken code to adress customers formally whatever their service is, and even if the customer is younger... not too young DUH..
they also put lotsa makeup... ladies only, usually in the SMs..

and back to todays events, we went home. still doesnt feel very home-ish yet, it still feel like a house where we are stayin over.. hmm... anyway we had a good long chat... i think i made up for the lack of speech for the last 2 weeks.. then we came to a subject where i truthfully said;

"Ate, i have not really enjoyed the stay here so far. I dont really like it here but i also do not Dislike the Philippines. When i got kids i'd bring them back here for sure-but only for a holiday and because this is their roots. I would not choose to stay here."

and Ate echoed my thoughts, sayin that she also wouldnt choose the Phils. Unfortunately we have tasted convenience and more importantly, a sense of security. i know for myself that i can call the appartment HDB in Hougang Home. the culture is hard to adapt to if i am suddenly gonna stay hree, i'd lose my mind easily i think.

but everythings not all bad here in the Phils. No, im not saying that at all. i juz know for myself that it is ver- No, Extremely difficult to the very core of my personality to really move back to Phils. Im a Filipino but i feel at ease in SG, not that everything is perfect and all goody goody there either..

i may sound spoilt , yaya, its ur view and this is mine... nowhere is perfect, but its because of where we live our lives with family and friends, that we all feel belonged, then only we truly call that place,

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