This more or less sums it all up..

you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
hey u know wad
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
?
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
ur actually pretty lucky
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
?
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
i knoe
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
how?
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
the joyous celebrations of christmas n newyear is very very nice in philippines
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
i know
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
here in singapore damn boring
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
i know
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
i dun mind all that
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
but i really think im here too far damn fcuking early
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
but u know
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
sometimes
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
when ur here in singapore too long
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
its harder to adapt
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
n u go back to ph to celebrate christmas or newyear
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
to feel at home
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
yeah
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
same to me
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
i felt out of place
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
still sux in ways anyway
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
wats the use when everyones gotta do exams before going holiday
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
and ME
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
i FARKING JUZ COMPLETED THE DAMN O'S
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO HOLIDAYS
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
hahaha
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
FARK
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
MANY TIMES IM ALMOST BREAKING DOWN TO TEARS HERE
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
y?
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
like i said
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
i have a love/hate feeling for this place
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
lucky its not all hate
-Baynern Lnraend Rfeaal- {: Hosea :} says:
theres a limit though
you have 7days left to live after talking to me~ says:
yeah




these kinda holidays are like a one-off.. will hardly get another one like it..
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the tears could come and go. but i hold them prisoners. they only watch the events fold, through the glass. like a one-way mirror, they are hidden from view. their existance known only to myself. some will break through till i recover my composure.
otherwise, all u may see is a mask.